deep in thoughts

in misery=(

2011-12-16T06:44:00.000-08:00

what's going on in my life now, kinda suck!
idk how to express myself.
as much as i want to but the only way for me to express myself is to cry!
gosh, idk how many days ive been crying already.
maybe it's the stress that i have.
maybe it's the amount of pressure that pp around me are giving me.
when i need someone by my side, they're just not there.
or when they're there, i just shut up and pretend that everything is fine!
if only i can keep myself busy and focus only on one thing.
lol! but that's not me=(
i really wish that this misery would end fast!

ps. pimples are popping!!! i haven had that in years!!! why now???
dear stress, pls go away! kthxbai!

guess who's back???

2011-11-15T02:07:00.000-08:00

THE FAG IS BACKKKKKKK.... jeng jeng jeng...

lol! sorry for the delayed post.. but he's back since 12th of nov xD
gonna spend loads of time with him xD

ps. im cooking bak kut teh this coming friday for ah wong's burfday celebration...

nervous sial !!!!

hopefully they like my cooking..

too bad gor gor cant make it=(

D.I.L.E.M.M.A!!!~

2011-11-04T09:42:00.000-07:00

okok..
my year 2 degree is just around the corner only.
on the 8th of nov to be exact!
it's a short sem!
and the thing about short sem, is that there are limited subjects to enroll!!
and there's this particular subject that requires A LOT of FIN 202 (finance)!!
and the pre-requisite for FIN 202 is ACC 101 and ACC 103!!
dayum!!
i DESPISE accounting soo much... and NOW i have to face something like that again??!!
ohmygodwtfarkbbq??!!!! o0o == o0o
you might be asking, 'why do you have to rush to take FIN 202 when you have other subjects to take?'
well. this is because most of the other subjects for year 2, the pre-requisite for it is FIN 202.
which means, i have to take that particular subject ASAP because i don have to waste my time taking 2 or 3 subjects for the long sem (max subjects that can be enrolled in long sem is 5)
question here.
should i take FIN 202 in short sem which doesnt requires assignment ( assignments are not given in short sems) OR should i take it in long sem which requires assignment?
i heard that the assignment is in a group of 4-5.
my foundation in accounting is a lil shaky..
I AINT AN ACCOUNTING PERSON!!! AT ALLLLLLLL......
so the assignment would actually help me to boost my marks for FIN 202.
but most of my frens are taking in this coming sem which is a short sem.
which means, that i gotta take FIN 202 alone!!!!! T.T
on second thought, i still have alex (since he's skipping this sem to work ==! )
even though, alex and i are in a team with some other random pp, im sure there'll be someone who doesnt cooperate well.
i personally think it's BEST for ALL of my buddies to take FIN 202 in the long sem!
but im being selfish.
they have their reasons as well.
i wish i could persuade them, but it's their degree after all.
so i think im gonna end up being alone in this coming sem.
*sigh*

ps. i apologise for the scattered info.. too tired @.@

nights!
time to find new frens again @.@ if possible that is xD

why should i???

2011-10-29T10:36:00.000-07:00

why should i cry when no one's gonna hear them?

why should i tell them about my probs when they couldnt care less about it?

why should i feel sorry for them when they don feel sorry for me?

sooo WHY SHOULD I GIVE A FUCK BOUT THEM WHEN THEY DON GIVE A FUCK ABOUT ME???!!

ps. let's just give up and start our new life.

by that time, you don have to give a fuck anymore=)

YOU are eating me alive!!

FUCK OFF pls.. thank you=)

K.L.C.C.2

2011-10-28T05:29:00.000-07:00

hanging out with the usual darlings =)

and i FINALLY had my VANILLA MILKSHAKE that i have been craving for...

wheeee xD

brian bought EVERYONE OF US sorvenirs!!

i got a blue purse!!

thank you brian!!

i love it sooo much!!~

alex's SUPER JR water tumbler!

stages of B.O.T.T.L.E.S!

2011-10-26T07:32:00.000-07:00

INCREMENT!

2011-10-26T07:14:00.000-07:00

AHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
will get an increment by next month!!!
why???
cause of my outstanding performance!!!
WHEEEE!!!!~
WHOOO WHOOOO WHOOO!!~
pls be happy for me!!!
congratulate me!!!
thank you thank you!
muacks muacks!!!

aunty why you so KIAM SIAP??

2011-10-23T00:58:00.000-07:00

i think i can faint any moment cause im just too exhausted =(
lack of rest!!! *sniff*

bout my job, it's a love-hate relationship.
why?
i just love working with my colleagues and of course with my manager as well.
they are all very friendly and i can joke bout anything with them.
of course, work comes first.
but sometimes, the workload is just way too much for a day.
other than that, all is good =)

one thing that you must know is that, working in a retail line, you'll meet up with loads of different customers.
customers that are always bargaining for lower price.
customers that are cranky.
customers that are friendly.
customers that are LOUD!
customers that are just pain in the ass!

and the most unfair thing bout retailing is that, you have to put on a friendly face (service with a smile)
and that.. seriously.. i have to learn.

luckily, there is only just ONE pain in the ass customer that i have encountered so far.
she would normally come into the pharmacy and take a look at the prices for hours and would ask us about every single product!
ok! i don mind if she asks us about the products BUT she wants us to actually LAYAN her eventhough we are entertaining the other customers...
AUNTY!! what is your problem???
fine! if you don know what is the product for, we'll tell you.
the thing is, WHY THE FUCK DID YOU KEEP BARGAINING?!!!
you like to bargain right??? go petaling street lar... there, they sell you cheap cheap!
and if we don sell her the price that she wants, she'll scold us.
saying: 'aiyo, why your service so CHAAA wan?? there ar.. i buy from other places so much cheaper. but because i see your shop got no customers ar.. that's why i come here and buy only!! i come here treat you guys so good and you give me that kinda service... next time i don wanna buy from you people looo...' i go other places, they charge me cheaper ar...
in my mind: diu lo aunty! this is not petaling street lar.. we give you the best price dy. that's all we can do. if you want cheaper then i guess you have to go other place to buy lo.. maybe they will give you for FREE le.. who knows right?? people like you so KIAM SIAP!!

funny thing is, after few mins, she bought ONE product. and because it's SATURDAY (NO PLASTIC BAG DAY), we don give plastic bag unless the customer pay 20 cent for it!

and then.. she starts complaining.. WHY WE DON GIVE PLASTIC BAGS ON SATURDAY!!
she purposely speak loudly in order for others to hear.. but the thing is, EVERYONE IS GLARING AT HER and showing me their pitiful faces as i turned out to be the fucking cashier!

again complaining that she'll never come back to this shop ever again ( for your record, she's our regular TROUBLE MAKER) and i just answered her with 'mmmm' and kept smiling.
after all the hustle and bustle, she went off and i have no choice but to release my anger by shouting 'THANK YOU, AUNTY!'

in a nutshell, retail sux! o0o

so FEXCITED!!! ahhhhh!!~

2011-10-20T08:27:00.000-07:00

HE'S COMING BACK!!~
someone is coming back from melbourne!
someone is coming back with a gift from melbourne!
someone whom i miss is coming back from melbourne!
someone, you know who ;D
someone is gonna give me a surprise!
i cant wait for it!!~~
NOVEMBER is driving me NUTZZZ!!!~
i can finally HUG him !
i can finally KISS him again!
i can finally SLAP him again (ngek) xp
whee wang wang whee wang wang

ps. sorry. im overdose with chocolates =(

BUT I'M SO EXCITED!!!

good night!
*muacks*

stupid me=(

2011-10-18T08:07:00.000-07:00

FAIL!!!~

i would love my life to be...

2011-10-17T09:33:00.000-07:00

like THIS...

i don mind growing old and have wrinkles drawing out like a road map of many places.

as long as i have someone i LOVE beside me, life is gonna be B.E.AU.T.I.F.U.L.

I think i have found someone who completely turn my world around.

Tell him things that i've never shared with another soul and he'll absorb everything i say and actually wanna hear more.

Share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments that life has thrown at me.

When something wonderful happens, I cant wait to tell him about it, knowing he will share in my excitement.

He's not embarrassed to cry with me when I am hurt or laugh with me when i am making a fool outta myself.

He build me up and show me things about myself that makes me special and even beautiful.

I can be myself and not to worry about what he'll think of me because we love each other for who we are.

Memories of us are so clear and vivid. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didnt exist at all.

A phone call or two during the day helps me through a long day's work and always brings a smile to my face.

In his presence, there's no need for continuous conversation, but we'll find quite content in just having each other nearby.

Things that never interest me before become fascinating because i know they are important to him who is special to me.

I think of him on every occasion and in everything i do.

Simple things bring him to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind, or even a storm cloud on the horizon.

I open my heart knowing that there's a chance that it may be broken one day and in opening my heart, i'll experience a LOVE and JOY that i never dreamed possible.

I find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow my heart to feel true pleasure that's so real it scares me.

I find strength in knowing i have him and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end.

Life seems completely different, exciting, and worthwhile.

My only hope and security is in knowing that he is part of my life.

warttt???

2011-10-17T08:30:00.000-07:00

this is what girls do before getting ready for camwhoring...

yp getting a face lift while i getting my hair done =)

and this is a guy who drinks too much caffeine..

LOL~~

and we were just having too much fun!!!

with our never ending consumption of STARBUCKS COFFEE xD

thank you so much!

*muacks*

plastic surgery is the new wonder!

2011-10-13T04:53:00.000-07:00

went to fix my braces AGAIN... cause 2 of my brackets came off @.@!!
and i went to redeem my green tea frappe at STARBUCKS!!!
how did i get to redeem those drinks???
lol! all you gotta do is purchase a drink from STARBUCKS and they'll give you a random receipt which you are entitled for a free tall size of ANY drinks...
BUT you gotta fill in the customer feedback from www.mystarbucksvisit.com and they'll provide you an ID for you free drink!
IT'S THAT SIMPLE!

my free drink!! teehee!
was taking picha while stuck in a jam..
people cursing cause they're stuck in a jam while i enjoy my drink xD

i was reading a magazine relating about plastic surgery and cosmetics while waiting for my appointment,
and there's one topic about PENIS ENLARGEMENT!!! (ohmygodwtfarkbbq @.@!!!)
i know about breast enlargement but i didnt know that there was such thing about THAT!!!
seriously??? world has changed.
and there was another topic about removing toes just to ensure that you can fit into your favourite designers shoes...
food for thought.
would you actually go to that extend, for beauty??? or satisfaction???
for me, i wouldnt say NO to plastic surgery.
i don think i would even hesitate if i wanna go for liposuction when im no longer young, especially when i give birth already (i know im thinking too far xp)
i mean, ive seen women so devastated about their 'extra tummy skin' or their post pregnancy body, when they try on new clothes.. some of them have great body BUT it's always just their tummy that couldnt look good when they try out new clothes. some even claimed that it's such a heartbreak when they just could fit in their favourite apparel anymore=(
so im kinda worried that next time i'll be like that..
i know it's normal for women to have that.. but still.. i wanna look my best even when im old..
BUT having a plastic surgery has its limits...
i don wanna end up like HEIDI MONTAG...
full of regrets after loads of plastic surgery in a day..
in a nutshell, be happy with your body, with or without plastic surgery.
just make sure not to live with regrets, that's all!
peace out!

so me, so him.

2011-10-12T07:08:00.000-07:00

promise to treat him better from now on=)
i promise you, my handsome bunny *muacks*

if you've ever been in LOVE

2011-10-12T07:00:00.000-07:00

you'll know the feeling.
how you feel insane and time passes so slowly when you're not with them.
how they dominate your thoughts and you can almost feel them with you.
how you can't help but smile when you know that they're thinking about you.
how when things aren't going well it drives you insane, and you cant seem to think straight.
how when they are not yours and you miss them so much, and you feel that dull emptiness in your chest.
most of all, you'll know how they are literally everything to you, and NOTHING can change that.

all hail bak kut teh sachets xp

2011-10-11T09:27:00.000-07:00

I.FINALLY.COOKED.BAK.KUT.TEH.BY.MYSELF.FOR.THE.VERY.FIRST.TIME!!

of course i don cook bak kut teh from scratch.. thanks to innovation, i have bak kut teh sachets! ngek ngek teehee =)

know what?
my dad said it's REALLY GOOD. and when he gives a compliment, it's PRICELESS!!
why??? cause he rarely compliments.. it's either OK or NOT SO GOOD.
oh wellss... i can finally let my frens try my bak kut teh already.. wheeee...
especially for ah wong... the guy who can only eat pork==! (damn sad)

this is my 2nd trial for the day because the 1st trial i sorta burned the pork... cause the soup went dry... when i smelled the burnt pork.. i almost cried.. cause felt as if i failed in cooking... i seriously like someone to praise my cooking skills BUT it must be because of my cooking skills NOT BECAUSE of the sake of praising =)

so yea..

tau foo pok... yee.. my fav!!

oil fried ghost (direct translation xp)

vege!!!

and about my job.

ive been multi-tasking for quite sometime already as in working as a cashier and doing stock check at the same time and help the customer to find products and picking up phone calls.. @.@ ahhhhh!!!

why?? cause some of my colleagues just love to ffk!!! idk why?? don they take their jobs seriously??

i mean they are not like me.. im a full time student who just wanna have a part time job..

but they are full time workers!!! they need to earn a money by working.. i just don get it!!!

FML!!

and at one point. the pharmacy was quiet.. there was no customer.. and SURPRISINGLY im not used to it... so i took a picha of kit kat (new packaging! my chocolate cigarette)

ps. I LOST WEIGHT!!! *jeng jeng jeng* and i thought i gain them... ==!

i choose

2011-10-05T09:16:00.000-07:00

i choose to live by choice, not by chance.
to make changes, not excuses.
to be motivated, not manipulated.
to be useful, not used.
to excel, not compete.
i choose self-esteem, not self-pity.
i choose to listen to my inner voice, not the random opinion of others.

i'm sorry

2011-10-04T20:28:00.000-07:00

im sorry i constantly wanna talk to you.
im sorry when you take a long reply, i get sad.
im sorry if i say things that might piss you off.
im sorry if i come off as annoying.
im sorry if you don wanna talk to me as much as i wanna talk to you.
im sorry if i think bout you too much and too often.
im sorry if i tell you about my pointless drama when you don really care.
im sorry if i come off as being clingy, but it's just me missing you.

ps. APPLE... why you no come out iphone 5 T.T

'take bath' sambil go-karting... naice!!! T.T

2011-10-01T09:58:00.000-07:00

another to-do list --> go-kart --> CHECKED!!

finally i had a day off which is kinda epic... it's farney i would say..

well.. because...

1.15pm - waited for darren and his frens while drinking STARBUCKS!
2-ish pm - darren came.
3pm - wei zhong came and still waiting for the rest.
3-ish pm - blardy hell! IT RAINED!!!
the gang pun sudah datang... *applause*
plan canceled. why?? racing track super wet = no race! they suggested to go to CC... T.T
rain stopped = the plan is back on track!!! *yesh!!*

ducks in TAYLOR'S LAKESIDE CAMPUS!!

CARAMEL BRULEE FRAPPUCINO!
it's STARBUCKS new drink!
try it and you wont regret it ;D

ME & PUI MUN

SHE LOOKED SO HAPPY =)

AS USUAL... MY CONSTIPATED LOOK FACE =(

the race track were kinda wet as it just rained.
i didnt know that we would get wet by just driving the go-kart.
consequences of go-karting after rained: DRIFT, SPIN, SOAKING WET!
and girls.. PLEASE BRING EXTRA CLOTHES AND DON WEAR WHITE!!
i've learnt my lesson...
im literally giving the public free show... my blouse were so wet that it just can see through...
and my pants.. pfftt.. it seemed as if ive just urinated on my pants..
that's how bad it was!!! tssk tssk

RACE TRACK.

STUPID GO-KART THAT MADE ME CHANGED GO-KART LIKE 4 TIMES! o0o

SUPER WET.. with my see through blouse.. DAYUMMM

BUT I STILL ENJOY MYSELF.. TEEHEE xD

despite of the late comers and the rain and the damn soaking wet apparel that ive to wear throughout the day, i love my outing... a lot!!! why??? I GET TO GO-KART OF COURSE... lol!!
pui mun get to meet loads of new frens..
darren get to bully pui mun.. pui mun get to hit darren...
i get to pinch darren's tits.. darren screamed.. which is totally cool.. (sorry angelyn) xD
so, done with my outing and fun.
now back to miserable life --> WORKING *jeng jeng jeng* sigh...

ps. if you guys wanna go-kart.. it's at city karting @ shah alam..
it's RM 30 for every 10 mins ride=)

the MONKEYS' day out xp

2011-09-25T02:05:00.004-07:00

yeepee!!!~ i finally did rock climbing and bouldering!
to-do list for rock climbing - checked!

obviously rock climbing can never be done alone, esp not for beginners - like me!
so a troop of monkeys went together to camp 5 at 1utama.
clearly, we had to lie whether did we experience belaying and do we know the 8 figure knot and the wart wart 5 steps??? @.@
angelyn and i are clearly lousy liars.. xp but eventually we made it without paying for belaying course! woohoo~
we arrived at camp 5 around 2pm.
the WE consists of

darren
angelyn
bitto
wei zhong
me

ladies' locker room

at first, to me, the locker room seriously looked like a construction area toilet @.@

i didnt really like it. maybe because the floor looked muddy and wet in a way. lol!

but after exploring (it was kinda spacious) it, i kinda like it cause it's just unique!

why am i talking bout toilet anyways.. back to rock climbing plssss

so here are we, the troop of monkeys climbing fake rocks for the very first time xD

i reached the top! yeeepeee!!! *applause applause*

darren is trying his very best to be a superman but flying downwards
(his lame jokes) ==!

im very impressed by how bitto can climbed sooo fast with long fingernails.. @.@
i nak cuba next time xp

poor angelyn has to cut her fingernails just to climb the rock! lol!

darrren's junior who are derrick and ben were the ones to belay us for the rock climbing.

thank you guys! and all the best in your finals for SAM! xD

so we went to boulder as derrick said that we should experience it.

so here we are. taking off our harness and climb climb climb till we reached heaven =)

the reason why girls should go for rock climbing and bouldering...
if you don know how to boulder, it's ok. you at least have hawt guys to look at!
like this one *drools* @.@

darren hanged there while i climbed!

derrick, our mentor for the day =)

darren being such a good fren.. not!

i did so much better than darren! derrick, bitto and me get to reach to this point!
be proud of us xD

no sweat but all smiles =)

wei zhong bouldering=)

trying to reach heaven without falling.

the gurls reached heaven! peace!!

picture time!

the couple!

bitto and me!

me and pussy! (Y)

this is needed when you are belaying fat people like DARREN!

the gurls!

after such exhausting activity, we decided to have a good meal at CRAFT BREWS which is located at mutiara damansara!

left: chocolate stout having a noticeable dark chocolate flavour through the use of darker ,
more aromatic chocolate malt.

right: monster green lager. it appears in translucent green that is brewed and
lagered with premium spirulina that gives the unique colour and a whiff of fresh fragrance

matriciana with breaded eggplants.

rosemary butter cream chicken.

honey mustard back ribs.

pork burger.

in a nutshell, i seriously had a one hell of an outing and i'll be looking forward for rock climbing and bouldering again! im just looking for kaki-s! T.T

ps. my arms and legs are aching but it's worth it! xp

dull mundane boring tedious tiresome sigh

2011-09-22T09:28:00.000-07:00

done with my job for this week! im shoooo RELIEVED!
yesh!! im don really like my job!
why??

low pay
low pay
low pay
low pay
low pay

yeap!! that's my reason.. don ask me how much do i get per hour.. pls... it's depressing T.T

i thought i could learn more bout drugs. but noooo... it's all bout putting the price tags...

dont they ever listen to JESSIE J??? forget about price tags man.... just pay with a lil bit of lurve baybeh!!!!

ok.. im random.. somebody slap me... i think i messed up my mind doing too much paper works @.@

i don really look forward to work.

i don really enjoy working there.

so i guess, it's just low pay job with time well spent =)

the money im earning. im spending it with my darling and me getting an iphone, i guess??

sigh.. iphone 5 will be a long and tiresome journey=(

forget bout this! tomorrow im hanging out with my brian, pui mun and alex!

woohooo!!! someone is working at esprit!!! last min info!! grrr. but ah wellss.. support support is what im gonna give him =)

all the best in your work, gor gor! xD

i got a jobbie!!! ^^ v

2011-09-18T07:21:00.000-07:00

AHAHAHAHAHAHHA!!!
i got a job already..
gonna start tomorrow.
im working at a pharmacy btw..
seriously.
what is with me and food supplements and drugs??
i used to work at nature's farm which sells food supplement and now. PHARMACY..
LOL... but ah wells, i love to learn something new anyways..
so hopefully that my job aint mundane at all... if not.. i seriously will cry T.T
wish me luck peeps ^^

end of year 1 degree!

2011-09-15T01:52:00.000-07:00

just finished my last exam paper today!
i really hope i didnt screw up any of my subz..
cause i don wanna retake any of the subz.
i mean im sure no one wants to ==!
have 7 weeks of hols now
hopefully i can find a part time job during my hols
not really happy for the long hols
cause i don really wanna be stuck at home
and if i wanna go out, i will at least spend around rm50/day! @.@
and that's a lot if i go out frequently
i mean for someone who don earn any income just yet xp
oh wells, i think i will be darn free to update my blog, now and then=)
ohkay now, gonna hunt for jobs and hopefully i do get one..
or... i'll look something like this (pic below)

this will be the last sem that brian's gonna be with us.
he's going to perth next year...
sigh=( gonna miss him badly.
no one to tell us dramatic stories anymore T.T

ah wells, at least i have alex, ah wong and hans with me as we're taking the same major.
which is marketing!
pui mun will be taking finance and li ying will have another 2 more sem to go in year 1!
hopefully all of us do keep in touch!
i love you guys so much!
*cries* *emo* *scratch scratch*

take your life in your own hands

2011-09-07T21:27:00.000-07:00

im so disappointed in you.

ever since you knew that i despise smokers, you wouldnt dare telling me what else you've done.

but i know!

i used to have a negative impression on you, but then i got to know you better and you're not as bad as i thought you were.

but NOW!!!! you've truly disappoint me=(

i seriously hope that this aint peer pressure that you're going through.

are you trying to 'fit in' with your bunch of friends?

are you handling too much pressure/stress?

if you are, im always here to lend an ear.

we're good frens, arent we?

i don mind, if you aint perfect cause no one is and im not asking you to be.

you've always seemed happy-go-lucky or trying to be cool all the time.

but i DON need you to be that person. i need you to be yourself.

you live your life, i have no say.

but please, choose your decision wisely!

if YOU DON, then it's me that i have to choose my decision wisely.

i have to stay away from you=(

and that's not the decision that i want to make.

Max Factor!

2011-09-03T11:32:00.000-07:00

was shopping with my mum today at mv!

i came across MAX FACTOR and it came across my mind
'hey, i seriously need to start to learn how to put make up already'
so after a few minutes of convincing my mum, i ended up getting a few make-up products.
*woo-ing*
the reason why i don put make up is because

i don like putting make up
lazy
noob *sigh*

but i do have 2 choices of brand in my mind, which is either BOBBI BROWN or MAX FACTOR!
oh btw, do you know that max factor is a firm believer that feeling glamorous is every woman's right and life is a catwalk? so yea.. i feel glamorous already after applying the make up.. teehee!!~

make-up brush!

top (false lash effect fusion) : this creates volume and length

middle (smoky eye effect) : presented in a double ended plastic tube, each shade is made up of two individual steps designed to provide the wearer with an instant, fool proof smoky eye.

bottom (liquid effect pencil) : it's a super soft pencil liners that go on like a dream, stay smudge-able for 30 sec or so before setting and becoming super waterproof and long-wearing.

the result!
im at the basic of applying make up.. so it doesnt have the WOW factor just yet xp
teehee~~

hmmm... do you actually see any difference?
all i can spot, is the smudge under my eye=(

it seemed like i have not apply any make-up just yet..
*sigh*

so from now on, imma learn how to apply make up!

gotta practice practice and practice...

and hopefully i don end up as if i just got beaten up by someone..

*fingers crossed*

time to change

2011-08-28T09:16:00.001-07:00

to be a better person!

capturing the moments!

2011-08-24T02:36:00.000-07:00

it's rather too redundant to see pretty photos with pretty models everywhere nowadays, which makes it rather boring for me. yes! the models are very beautiful. yes! they only look pretty and no emotions (most of them). yes! i know you have boobs. yes! you have nice curves! yes! i can see that you like people taking your photos. but it's just the same thing all over and over again... *yawns* at the end of it, i don appreciate their photos anymore and i end up clicking 'next' even faster!!!~

the only photograhers (who are my frens) which i enjoy looking at their pictures are howard and bryan! their photos are SOMETHING!

ps. hope you guys don mind ^^

lol! im not saying im jealous of their beauty or how professional the photographers are. all im just saying is that I NEED SOMETHING REFRESHING! like take a ugly photo, upload it, laugh at those moments! or you could say capturing the moments!

for example,

lesson to be learnt:

whenever you wanna take someone's pic but they just don wanna cooperate with you --> ANNOY THEM!

for instance,

ohh.. did i tell you that i almost peed on my pants cause of this photoshoot- i laughed too much dohhh...

in order to look stupid and freeze and had my photos taken is not easy at all T.T

am suppose to wipe the 'doc's' sweat for her sherperd pie surgery

did something wrongly, and i got a smack T.T

ask for forgiveness

happy again! doc happy eating sherperd pie again xD

left over sherperd pie for me!!! (Y)

now, the creme de la creme!

fugly photos of us and errrrr.... cute ones???

and im glad to know that i'd made my frens' day after putting some of those hideous photos of me in fb!! you're welcome guys! i less than 3 you tooo.. teehee~~

emo

2011-08-20T03:23:00.000-07:00

GIVE ME BACK MY LOVE!

once it's broken so many times,
you start to lose pieces.
so it's best, if i keep it to myself from now on.
before i lose too much.
im already in too deep

guys are HAWT in.....?

2011-08-19T23:54:00.000-07:00

1. LEATHER JACKETS

2. SUPERBIKE!

ducati superbike 749 dark!!! the sound of it.. ohmygod!! orgasm dohhh.. kidding xp

3. A BAND

to be more specific. i LOVE drummers!

4. TUX! *jaw drops*

5. SPORTS! sweat baby sweat! teehee~~

or... maybe.. wet baby wet... i LOVE swimmers.. look at their hardcore boday weiii.... wootz! @.@

6. COOKING!

can you imagine your man cooking for you during special occasions, when you're sick, when he's broke? rofl!

7.BEING A GENTLEMAN.

no pictures about this though. all girls just love guys being a gentlemen. FULLSTOP!

sadly, im outta idea here.
ps. guys with muscles are just nice to look at BUT aint nice to hug! lol! so to guys out there. you must be wondering why most girls date phat guys or errrr maybe not-so-hardcore dudes. this is because boyfriends = teddy bears! im talking bout personal experience here xp
that's the reason why i don need any soft toys (honestly, i HATE soft toys, urgh!!) because i have my errrr furless teddy bear? lol *blushed*

that's it folks, cheers!

STARBUCKS time!!!

2011-08-10T22:39:00.000-07:00

drinking mY and jian's all time favourite GREEN TEA FRAP and yp all time favourite CARAMEL MACCHIATO!

no matter how many times ive spent my time with them, no matter how fucked up my life is, they are the ones to make me happy even with the LAMEST jokes!
thanks to jian, im becoming like him! cant blame him though cause he's born this way.. feeling AWESOME everyday is just him!
whereas, yp, she can take all my complains, my silly actions, and being just myself eventhough at the most AWKWARD moments.

THEY ARE JUST AWESOME!

his name is PORK!

we told jian to adopt PORK because jian talk so much that he should take PORK as his listener.. cause no matter how lame he is, how annoying he is.. PORK would just smile at him=)

poor PORK=(

jian's dickhead, jiun jin =)

ohh.. we went to SUNWAY PYRAMID too.. to watch CAPTAIN AMERICA!!

we look like TWIN SISTERS!

東京ストリートへようこそ!

2011-08-10T21:53:00.000-07:00

the title above meant WELCOME TO TOKYO STREET! well, i took the liberty to google and translate it xD

10th august.

yp and i went to TOKYO STREET, PAVILION which is located at the top floor.

before we decide on what food to eat, we walked for about 4 rounds.

1st round- to see what stalls/restaurants have in tokyo street.
2nd round- to check the pricing of the food cause in the 1st round, we kinda just glance at the
places.
3rd round- decide on what food to eat. (we decided to eat snacks instead cause we can actually
try more food)
4th round- buy food!

this is a kinda bread/bun.. FLUFFY BUN!! rm2.9 for one! pricey doh!!
they have green tea, choc banana, bolognese, cheese sausage, red bean walnut, kaya, coconut etc etc...
buy 5 free 1! --> that's what yp and i ordered!

i went an ordered 'mango wrap dessert' thingy... lol... sowie.. i seriously don know what they call this *shy* mine cost rm 7.90! the cream is kinda sweet, served with mango cubes and it's all wrapped up with one HUGEEE 'pancake' *slurps*

ps. girls.. don eat too much of this.. it's fattening! xp

and my intense eating of the dessert xp

take 1!

take 2! --> why you take my picha=(

take 3! --> woooiii... i sedang makan ar.. don disturb!!

take 4! --> don care, makan only! jealous?

next we went to this rm5 shop! i think they also have it in sunway pyramid, but i think this is sorta yp first time to see this kinda shop. so she was like.. 'whaaaaa, everything here rm5 ar??? shoppppp looooooo!' and she kept asking me, what to put in her new MYVI car. she wanted to buy umbrella, sweets, bla bla bla... so many things... @.@!!

we then went to this place to have a drink (pics below) the menu is something like chatime! well.. sorta!

you can choose either medium/large size. i ordered honey aloe vera tea while yp ordered yakult lemon aloe vera (it's damn sour)
oh btw, they have promotions for now. the 2nd cup you purchased will have 30% off!

if you ever wonder whether the drinks tasted good or not. just check out our faces and you'll know.. *winks*

epic pics!!!

the drink was so good that her eyes gonna POP!!!

ohmygod!!! i got sooo FEXCITED (fucking excited) when i saw a lomocamera shop!! ahhhh.. finally!!!

camwhore time!

ohhh.. i FINALLY found a corset that wears on the outside dyy.. but it's pricey.. the quality aint that good also.. im not sure whether i should get it or not? pls help T.T

so that's it folks! at least pavi wouldnt be that mundane anymore as it has TOKYO STREET now!!! phewww... at least for awhile xp until they come up with something new... till then *waves*

30 hour famine '11

2011-08-08T03:15:00.000-07:00

The 30-Hour Famine is a global movement against hunger and poverty. Since its inception 40 years ago, this annual event has gained popularity, particularly among youths and young adults. It has also gained a reputation as being the biggest – and most fun! — youth fundraising event in the world. By going without solid food for 30 hours, you can give those who are suffering from hunger and poverty the opportunity for improved health, better quality of life, and most importantly, hope.

i was first introduced to 30 hour famine when i was in foundation at HELP UNI COLL, which was like 2 years ago. BUT i could never find someone to join with me, reason being, DON WANNA STARVE! until i found out that li ying wanted to join as well! teehee~

so we both filled up a form and join in as a volunteer. (bangga dohh)

6th of august.

im supposed to reach coll at 6.30am BUT i woke up late (6.50am) so i reached there around 7 something. thank god there werent any jam during saturdays.. (phewwww~~)
so i registered myself. got my name tag and my shirt (participants wore black while volunteers wore brown)
the brownies (volunteers) had briefing about the games that we were about to play with the participants and then we were in our stations with our respective groups.

and my 1st group consists of

left to right: soo mei, cd, me, li ying and yi he.

cd was the leader of the group.
for our station, i had to draw red spot on the participants' right hand to indicate that they are suffering from rashes and they needed to see the doctor which requires 5 min of their time in the game and they need to pay one money point (form of money) to me. they don literally see the doctor but they had to squat for 5 min to show that they did visit the doctor. li ying was the time keeper for the squating. so after the participants squated, li ying will informed them to proceed to the next volunteer who was yi he. yi he just have to show them the choices that they have to pick (choice A or choice B) for the next game. once the participants read already, they'll be required to proceed to the last volunteer of the station, who is soo mei. she just have to circle the choice card (choice A or choice B, decisions of the parcipants) that was given by the participants. and then the latter will continue the game in the next station based on the choices they made.

participants squatting down.

one money point = one button.

as soon as our group finished our part, we decided to play a game which it was suggested by cd.
whoever loses will have a 'mole' on their faces, at first the girls (including me) hesitate to play this game cause the 'mole' will have to be on the losers' faces till 9pm (malu dohh) but in the end, we decided to play, hoping and praying hard that we wont lose. after playing, there were 3 losers, li ying, yi he and the creator of the game, cd! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHA!! MOLES!!

and we also wrote something on our hands.

written: FML today and tomorrow. teehee~

written: meet me at mamak, 12.30am!

written: got food? im hungry.

written: fuck you! it's my job!

written: call me STUPID!

we laughed so hard till we were warned by cd that if we keep laughing like this, we will feel hungry faster. but WHO CARES?? we continue laughing (including cd) till other volunteers peeped into the room to see what's going on..

in the 2nd game, i was a village obstetrician (sorta). all i gotta do is help the 'villages'(participants) to give birth. they got 2 choices, either to go to the hospital were there will be a higher surviving rate of the 'baby' or the village childbirth centre (which is my station) where the surviving rate of the 'baby' is superbly low. of course, the charges for the childbirth in hospital will be much higher compared to the village.

as you can see.. all the 'mothers' were suffering. why??? cause they gotta shout for 3 min as they were suffering from 'labour pain', doctors also suffer, you know? why?? cause we need to shout PUSHHHHHH!! for 3 mins T.T sakit tekak dohhhh.. *sniff sniff*

and my 2nd group consists of

left to right: yi he, sue jean, li ying, me, joynn (leader), june yeong.

after the 2nd game, the volunteers were allowed to rest in their dormitory (theatrette)

and soon we have mini concerts from bands, local artists and dancers.
everything were quite Fexcited! we were having so much fun till we forgot bout our hunger!

rock band. unfortunately i forgot the name of the band. but the drummer is fantastic!! wootz.. oh btw.. the drummer got the justin bieber look --> purple shirt with jacket and THE HAIR! if brian was here.. i think he'll whack him when he's performing!! AHAHAHAAAH

that guy who is strumming his guitar looked like my bf! i swear! i kept staring at him ever since he passed by me. wanting to take his pic to show my bf how they look alike. well, they only look alike from the side. so yea=)
so i was kinda FEXICETED when i saw him and then i potong steam when he start speaking in chinese.. dayum.. then he start singing WANG LEE HOM'S SONG ' wei yi' AHHHHHHH!!! steam sudah naik balik!!! wootzzz!!~ @.@

sleeping time!

whoever had sleeping bag, they can sleep on the stage while the others slept on the chair.. DAMN UNCOMFORTABLE! how the fuck can you sleep on the chair for hours???!! the theatrette was so damn cold as if it's some RUMAH MAYAT!!! o0o i think everything was fine, including the the activities, frens, concerts BUT not the accommodations.. THAT SUCK!!

we slept in so many different positions that i think we had more positions compared to sex postions @.@ like SERIOUSLY!!!!

before sleeping look!

7th of august.

as i couldnt really sleep, i mean who the heck can sleep while sitting on a chair for such a loonnnggg period?????.... like wtfark??? and it was blardy cold. so i tend to sleep wherever i am! during briefing (i felt bad) in the bus, while waiting to enter the stadium, while the concert is playing some clubbing song, in the bus again.. ohmygod!!! and my frens called me a PIG!! @.@ nooooo~~

ah niu with lil ballerinas (awwww)) shoo cute xD

countdown!

break fast time!!!

yum seengggggg~~

vsoy and twiggies!!! surprisingly im full after consuming that!! xD

souveneirs??? @.@ and my cert!!! wheee

as you can see the above pictures, there were loads of local artists who came and performed for us and yesh, WE ARE HAVING A GOOD TIME! deborah henry and the mix fm deejays and so were ah niu (there are some more actually but i couldnt remember their names xp)and just so you know, ah niu is the world vision ambassador!

fun and laughters aside,
what i really learnt in the camp is that there are nearly 24,000 of children dying everyday due to preventable causes such as newborn complications/infections, pneumonia, diarrhoea, and malaria. the underlying causes of these are because they are suffering from malnutrition, lack of health care, lack of clean and hygiene, and lack of health education.
POVERTY is the main reason why they are suffering from all these!
people like us might as 'where got people die of diarrhoea?' well, poor people just couldn't afford medicine or there is insufficeint of medicine=(
so which is why im greatful for what i have now and wouldnt go wasting anymore food =D
helping the unfortunates by donating money to them and to starve ourselves to experience what they go through everday = HUNGER! really gives me the satisfaction and that's just PRICELESS!
at first, i came for 30 hour famine is just to experience this whole event and enjoy throughout the event. never know that ive learnt so much during the camp. couldnt wait for the next 30 hour famine which will be their 15th anniversary! wheeee xD

oh btw, I DIDNT SUFFER FROM ANY GASTRIC AND I DIDNT FEEL HUNGRY TILL THE REMAINING 4 HOURS... so you guys out there, who are afraid of gastric and hunger.. seriously.. you will enjoy yourself more than thinking 'ohmygod, im so hungry now!' cause there are so many games and entertainments that you'll divert your attention from food to enjoyment! wheee xD

hello AUGUST!

2011-08-01T03:45:00.000-07:00

bezay on assignments dohhh!!!

law assignment iz driving me crazy!!! *britney spears*

another one and a half month more to go for my 'family' to be together before mama starts leaving us T.T

CAM-WHORES iz lurve!!~

2011-07-30T02:11:00.000-07:00

playing with gor gor's new lappie! wootz!

H.U.R.T

2011-07-29T04:28:00.000-07:00

i hurt myself today
to see if i still feel
i focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the nails tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember, everything

the cut is just too deep.
it couldnt be healed.
day and night, i cried.
my heart just wouldnt stop bleeding.

what have I become
my sweetest memory
is now my greatest nightmare
full of broken thoughts
i cannot repair

if i could start again
a million miles away
i would keep myself
i would find a way

my 2 sweet angels =)

2011-07-27T03:26:00.000-07:00

though sometimes life is in a dark tunnel, there's always light at the end.
yes! im pretty down lately.
but my frens are ALWAYS there for me,
to make me HAPPY!
yes! im not allowed to shed tears!
jian always makes stupid jokes to make me HAPPY!
yp always worried bout me and make an effort to go out with me!
THREESOME DATE YYOOOOOOOO!!!~

errr... im yellow??? of all colours, yellow?? *scratch yp*

shehulk! DAYUM.. she's hawt!! *winks*

the AWESOME avatar-ians!! WOOTZ...

check out his lips!!! rofl

she loves my pits.. rofl!

i iz love you guys! muacks!!

fark.ma.lyfe!

2011-07-19T03:22:00.000-07:00

this month aint treating me good at all=(
im so sick.
and what i meant by sick= fever, sore throat, cough, flu, nausea, headache!
DAMMIT!!
im craving for ice kacang, cendol and my starbucks coffee=(
the medicine that i got aint working as well, all they did is just to make me drowsy..
well.. thanks a lot.
i think i have enough rest already.
NOW! i want back my life!!!....

btw, just had my law exam today.
the question is sorta unexpectedly unexpected --> @.@
(i don dare to say that's easy but it's not difficult either)
arghhhh... hopefully i do well lar... *fingers crossed*
next up, STATS!
wish me luck, folks!

till then,
cheers=)

when i was young

2011-07-05T02:49:00.000-07:00

I WANNA BE FAMOUS, I WANNA BE A STAR... cut the crap.. who doesnt want that? jeeeezzzz....
and NO.. im not here to talk how bad i wanna be famous.. im here to talk bout my childhood.

THE HOSPITAL

i think i was only 6 went i was admitted to the hospital due to my REALLY REALLY bad cough. i vomitted every single time when i coughed! that's how bad it was.
so i was taken to PANTAI HOSPITAL and i stayed at the children's ward for weeks.
only a parent get to stay together with their child.
my mum stayed with me.
call me weird. but i like hospitals! i have no idea why=(
maybe it's because everytime i visited the pediatrician, he would give me sweets, SUGUS sweet to the exact! ahahahahah..

a girl like me loves to play masak-masak a lot! so the nurse would bring in meals during breakfast, lunch, and dinner.
i would wake up VERY early in the morning just to ensure that the nurse brings in the meal which is the usual milo and porridge (i think).
yes! i don need an alarm clock or my mum to wake me up.
the milo comes together with a small cup that contains condensed milk.
i would normally put pepper in mum's porridge (act as if im cooking) and put condensed milk into the milo cause i was amazed by how the 'white sticky water' can make the milo sweeter. (at that time i didnt know it was called condensed milk xp)
the farney part is that, i don drink the milo after that.
i would wake my mum up just to make sure that she drinks the milo.
and my mum would make milk for me in the morning for breakfast.
cause im very choosy as a child (actually till now im still choosy xD)
i don like porridge and i don like milo. conclusion is, i don like hot food!

after making my mum's breakfast, i would pull my chair which is situated beside my bed and put it right in front of the tv, just to watch cartoons.
one day, there's 2 nurses who came and talked to me. i didnt bother them and i just nodded my head when they asked me something, not knowing what was the question as i wanted them to get out of my sight FAST!! come one lar.. im watching tv, don disturb ma=(
then they sorta carried me away from the tv. i screamt! why?
1. i couldnt watch my cartoon.
2. mummy wasnt with me.
3. thought they were kidnapping me.
4. i hate nurses!
5. for fun! (no la, jk only xp)

and then the nurses put me in a room which is filled with nurses and only one doctor.
they put me on the sick bed and the doctor injected me with some liquid with a really really really gigantic syringe @.@
i kicked the nurses to hard that i left shoe prints on their uniforms.. ahahahaha!!
i scared dohhhh=( they also bodoh bodoh sikit
cause i left many shoe prints on their uniforms then only will they take off my shoes.. rofl!!!!

i was actually given a Intravenous therapy or IV therapy which is the giving of substances directly into a vein.

just giving a clear example of what IV theraphy are for. the situation is the same except the humans are asian! xD

you see, the drippings of the liquid can actually be adjusted.
i see the nurses kept adjusting it, and so i was curious with it. i started adjusting it by myself.
until one day, my dad caught me playing with it that he scolded me saying
'don simply play with this, only the doctors and nurses can touch this, understand?'
i nodded my head and merajuk and i headed back to bed=(

weeks later, i was feeling better and i was discharged from the hospital.
no more masak-masak to play, no more cartoons to watch( daddy wouldnt let me watch cartoons whole day), and no more nurses to kick T.T

au revoir, darling=(

2011-07-01T04:05:00.000-07:00

our brinjal gang consist of 5 darlings.
xinni went to nz bout few months ago.
jen went to usa few weeks back, just for some work thingy. gonna come back during sept, i guess.
and now. kat! she's in melbourne now.. studying in RMIT! just left yday.. i tell you, i've been so emo cause she's leaving. and not the fact that she's leaving only.. but all my other frens as well. i damn emo dowh.. cried for like don know how many days.. yesh kat! i cried for a few days.. dayum weii.. you should be touched! T.T
there's this time i told li ying that kat's leaving soon, i teared up.
when she left for the airport, yp called me, i told her that kat's left for the airport, i burst into tears again!!! and pity yp, she thought something bad happened=(
then when kat is in the plane, she sent me a goodbye text. i wanted to cry again.. ohmygod!! i hate goodbyes!!

this are the few pics that i had with my gang.. when we are all still together going for outing and gossiping (my fav)

skybar.

we love steamboat! steamboat fanatic dowhhh..

picnic!! at tasik perdana.

just before i show you any pics of me, steph and kat. (we did a lil farewell outing for her)
i just wanna say something.

kat,
you're one of my oldest fren that ive keep in touch so far. (i know i make you sound old) and im glad that we've known each other for a really really long time.

from the time we said 'i don fren you, you don fren me' which is really childish and the time when we can even crap things out like GOSSIPING (which we all love it), i treasure every single moment with you. although you'll be in aussie for just one and a half year ( i cant believe im tearing so soon, yesh!! im literally tearing now) but i miss you already=( the fact that i miss your laughters and your random jokes and your craziness when it comes to sales and your complaining bout how obvious your 'abnormal' rib cage are... i will totally miss you loads!!! now now!!!

life in aussie will be a chance for you to change, to be the new you! BUT DON BE BITCHY.. i'll slap you till you think straight! (i mean it! *winks*) just be the better you! new life, new you, new bf, new frens, new dudes, new bras (which you bought at la senza, finally you can wear them) AHAHAHAHA!

all in all, im gonna miss you sooo much!!! like DAMN MUCH!!! (fuck, im crying) im gonna stop here... take care fren.. muacks!!!
and i shall say my fav line for one last time 'DIUUUUU' rofl!!!

and yesh.. she loves shopping!!! a shopaholic.. but i love her for that.. know why?? cause she knows where got sales and stuff.. ahahaha!

kiss kiss...

look at my sad face, kat.. pls don go=(

come to think of it,i still have steph with me!!! source of all gossips!!! ahahaha!

before she left for the airport.
i spent time with her eating ban mee and helping her pack (sorta)
giving her one last hug and kiss.. and there she goes T.T

see you in 1.5 year, kat! have fun, study smart and i love you!
muacks!

'distance makes the heart forgets' is just bullshit!

2011-06-27T03:01:00.000-07:00

woke up early in the morning as the slamming of the door was my 'alarm clock'
that's right! i dont need an alarm clock to wake me up anymore.. as soon as my bro wakes up, he'll just slammed the door, just to change his clothes.. fml=(

early in the morning and it has been raining cats and dogs already, so much for falling back to sleep! temptations dohhh.. my comfy bed and the cooling weather!! ahhh..
BUT i still have to get my ass outta the house and go to uni as i am a good girl (hell yea)

being soaked with rain water (carrying an umbrella in a rain it's like carrying a bottle water which contains no water, get it?) gosh!
monday blues to the MAXXXX!!~~~

i happened to bump into one of my foundation frens in the uni bus. and he asked me bout, was i with my bf, whether are we still together or not.
to his utter surprise, he found out that we are still together. giving me this shocking look of his --> @.@
and i was like 'why? why are you so shocked? you got problem is it for us being together?' *giggles*
and he told me that he couldnt go through long distance relationship at all!
and that's why he broke up with my fren.. (that's sad, cause they look so cute together)

so here it is..
being in a relationship is hard, and it's even harder when it comes to long distance relationship! why don we just of it as a challenge. there's a certain advantage to being miles away from your loved ones. couples who got the advantage of meeting up with one another frequently somewhat fail to count their blessings after some time. but in my case, i have every reason to defy distance, to keep the connection alive, and to look forward to seeing each other like it’s the most important thing in the world!
most of my frens (sadly to say) thinks that i couldnt make it through this LDR. making predictions that it'll only last a few months. but somewhat, ive prove them wrong!
Thanks to the internet, keeping in touch with him abroad is not as expensive as other modes of communication in the past (although he calls me, most of the time). exchange e-mails, chat and call each other. send flying kisses via webcams or flood each other’s social networking site with sweet nothings!

long distance relationships may sound unusual and challenging, but it’s not impossible! if you want to keep the relationship, then no one or nothing should persuade you to do otherwise – not your family and friends, and most especially not the distance.
distance should not be the basis to end a relationship. distance should be defied and considered as a test to make the bond stronger.
i survive it on a daily basis. And so can you (for those who are doubting)

ps. to my baby,
i love you! heart you all the way from msia!
muacks!

HAPPY BURFDAY, JIE JIE!!

2011-06-24T04:52:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BURFDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BURFDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BURFDAY TO JIE JIE,
HAPPY BURFDAY TO YOU!!
muacks!!

i know our gang celebrated your burfday like superrrr early!!! ahahah.. like 2 weeks earlier... but still... it was a memorable one eh??

you ARE a SUPER JUNIOR'S fanatic fan!
Love to colour your nails with SUPER BRIGHT colours @.@ (mata saya!!! ahhhh)
AGGRESSIVE but I SUKA xD
have INFECTIOUS LAUGHTERS!
sneeze sneeze sneeze... ahahahaha! *winks*
all of the above...
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! teehee xp

remember the food that makes us so full that we wanted to puke OR shit it all out??? xp

faces of the hungry people xD

candids! wheeeee~~

and the BEST part!!

cuppycakes!!! wheee~~ nom nom nom

burfday girl making a speech...

we are FAMILY and we'll alwayz LURVE YOU!!!

and SUPER JUNIOR LOVE YOU TOOOOO... (bet you'll be screaming now)

nah... just to make your day... SJ iz all yourz.. drool as much as you one darling... *winks*

HAPPY BURFDAY, YP!!

2011-06-20T03:16:00.000-07:00

*smoochie woochie smooch smooch*

someone turning 20!
i tell you why i blog about this! cause everyone iz posting on her fb wall, wishing her happy burfday.. bla bla.. so let me do the honour to outshine others (attention seeker much) i know larrrr... but just for a day only.. so chill..

ohkay. here goes.
so this girl, ive met since form 2 and have only start being her bff since form 4 till now!
witnessed her changing her attitude and physical appearance (getting prettier xD)
we started talking when we having the same duty day when we were librarians.. we, talking crap and that's how we get along together real well =)
from hangouts, burfdays, heartbreaks,crushes, boys, shoppings, etc etc.. we've been together like oh-so-long=)

so im glad to have a fren like her. SERIOUSLY!!

so yea.
HAPPY BURFDAY DARLING!
i love you woman! muacks!

melaka trip.

skybar.

klcc.

form 3 or 4?

her 19th burfday.

her house.

first sushi meal with her.

my valentine.

fullhouse.

genting.

my burfday at some restaurant at mont kiara.

long time no see, besties!

2011-06-19T05:10:00.000-07:00

it's bout a month (this only apply to my lesbian) since we last meet up! so yesh! we went a lil wild like drinking starbucks! lol.. yp belanja me twice already.. have no idea why is she so generous (maybe it's her job OR she just know how much i love starbucks OR she's just generous OR she just miss me too much OR money fall from the sky OR ok i should stop crapping.. TEEHEE)

i told her that she slimed down a lil and she said 'huh?? really ar?? then must gain back lo.'
i asked her why, because it was almost every girls' dream to lose weight.
she said 'cause my face don look good when im skinny.'
ahhh.. i do agree with that. cause she looks so much for adorable with chubby cheeks, at least i can pinch them when im stress out! (yp, im just jk xD)

there's this time where i asked bout ANGRY BIRD.
i asked her 'eh, angry bird nice to play meh? i find it lame loh. the only part that i find it a lil amusing it's when they make funny noises when you loose. like the pig making oink oink sound.. AHAHAHAH.

guess what? she start making that oink oink sound and she apologized to me when i stare at her. reason being, she haven been hanging out with me for quite some time ==! now that! i pitied her and awwww-ed at the same time, cause i guess she just miss me xp

and bout my lesbian friend!
that guy cut his blardy hair and i totally don like it! but yp think of it otherwise
*sniff* (yp, shouldnt we have the same thought?)
and yesh! him and his suit! LOL... miss it much! he lost a lot lot lot lot of weight! and getting HARD AND AWESOME dohhhhh.. *winks*

ATTENTION TO ALL GIRLS OUT THERE!!! if you are single and looking for someone AWESOME! my lesbian would be the one for you! he iz duh AWESOME! ngek xD

LOVE...

my another father's burfday xp

2011-06-17T19:54:00.001-07:00

17th of june.

AHA!! finally my faggoted father's burfday iz here!! woohoo!! gonna make this burfday for him a memorable one! (hopefully it's a memorable one for him *fingers crossed*)

hans aka my other father xp

see how excited is he! rofl! never once ive seen him wear semi formal before.. ahaha!

before we celebrate his burfday, our gang decided to make a scrapbook for him cause it's just priceless ( i would trade my liverpool jersey for the scrapbook!) ishhh!!

these are the photos that we used to make our scrapbook! 2 days before hans's burfday.

new child??? @.@

o0o

seriously.. he's not her type! lol

yeap... you SUCK! jk larrrr

li ying: you're hawt. but im HAWTER!!! xD

marilyn monroe much?? *winks*

lan ci!

ju-on much??? @.@

sexy mama!!

though most of us are feeling drained.. but we must the celebration must go on! *yawns*

i had to be the lastest to reach coll in order to put the manila card on the windscreen xD

passers-by actually signed it! xD

awww.. got a kiss from a girl *muacks*

we were so excited bout our art work that we decided to give hans his present before we even sing him a burfday song (we sang once in the carpark dy, but we wanna sing him an official one with a cake). sooo here goes!... btw. he was happy with our scrapbook! xD

and food food food!!!

beef lasagne.. didnt take hans's face cause he was just too bz reading the scrapbook

carbonara spaghettini! *slurps*

spaghetti balognese!

cheese burger! @.@

traditional tomato!

she regret a lil for getting the four cheese macaroni! too cheesy!

gor gor iz a extreme cheese lover!! cheese fanatic!

cakes! choc and strawberry tier cake! wootz!!! yp said it looked like hamburger ==!

excited burfday boy.. err... man... xp

i guess it must be his burfday that's why he's so high cause he keep on saying 'take my picture, take my picure, i want solo, i want solo!' so i gotta listen to him cause you don wanna mess with the burfday boy xD

and camwhoring of course...

i think we were the longest customers who sat inside the restaurant and we make a lot a noise i think.. rofl.. couldnt care less bout the noises we made xp.. oh wells..

one BIG family!

if only my ice cream could be just like this! imagine 5 scoops!! woohoo~ @.@

it's not how delicious the food are for his burfday, it's not what he wears on his burfday, it's not how BIG his burfday celebration are, it's bout the memories we all had with one another and being together no matter what circumstances. by appreciating one's company and joyful times it's the most important thing! although this celebration might be for a moment but memories remain. i don really write a lot over here.. but pictures speak a thousand words. for us. pictures speak gazilions more! yea!!! it shows we had a good time with one another! and HANS make our gang more cheerful every now and then. with his yellow jokes, stupid facial expression, and his infectious laughters (somehow im the only victim who laugh at his laughs==) damn noob! so yea...

HAPPY BURFDAY, HANS/ BARNEY STINSON/ ANOTHER FATHER!

cousin audrey's wedding

2011-06-13T02:49:00.000-07:00

12th of june.

it's my first time to actually attend a wedding on my father's side, i know right.. that's pretty sad=(
so i went to EQUATORIAL HOTEL with my family and i thought the wedding iz gonna be really boring! but no! the setting was really nice and i get to play with my lil cousins.. rofl... the naughty ones... like...

this rich lil kid.. keep on playing with cameras and keep taking pics and keep laughing at it.. when i see the pics.. i don see it VERY FUNNY... then he accidentally took a pic of my butt and laughed==! i swear... i'll throw the camera away if the father werent there... dammit!!

let's cut to the chase, so this is the bride and groom! i present you mr and mrs. chan!

ohh, i lend my mum a dress and she got a compliment from my daddy --> 'wahhh, today my wife so sexay ar!' rofl... daddy.. your daughter's taste is good dohhh... xp

weddings are not always bout seeing the bride and groom, it's about FOOD!!

idk what's inside that food that shaped like ball but i love it!!! simply delicious!

errr.. shark fin soup??? not real wan though... my favourite dish at weddings xD

sesame fried chicken.. pls don look down on this dish.. it might looked simple but it's much much better than KFC! *slurps*

butter prawn.. who doesnt like butter prawn??!! any butterieeeeee stuff do me good xD

idk what are this.. but the 'pandan wrapping look alike mochi' iz so good that you couldnt resist for another one xp

coconut water with gui lin gou, i think. darn good!~

i was having too much fun with my couz till i forgot to took some pics of other food.. they also have fried rice (which i didnt touch), steam fish and some mushroom + brocolli dish!

now, the YUM SING session! i took my whisky, mum and dad took their red wines, chee chee took his orange juice and hoong hoong took chinese tea ==!

this was the second time, so chee and hoong and dad switch drinks.. what theeee...

after all the eating and drinking session, my parents had to attend to a tea ceremony as they did not attend in the morning. so here goes..

and my other cousin too.. this is the next mr and mrs. chan! rofl.. will be attending their wedding dinner on october! ahahah! i used to play with him when i was young.. he's damn funny.. and he still is=)

family photos!!

my family.... love them much!!

and yesh!! camwhores too xp

i actually wanted to pose like this (below pic) and my mum scolded me by saying 'aiyor, you wear so nice but you pose like that, you not malu meh??' mum, at this age, i still tak tau malu lar... rofl...

i was bout to pose something worse than this.. xp

with my cousin li-en

11 year old boy, looking drunk after drinking chivas... ahaha.. jk...

and the wedding cake of course.. the cake that li ying wants on her wedding day... i jadi dia punya wedding planner dohh.. but at cheaper price... T.T stingy punya woman!!!

so that's it.
ALL THE BEST TO THE NEWLY WED COUPLES... *applause*

magical musicals

2011-06-10T19:33:00.000-07:00

my very first concert! hmmm.. my friends all know that i don really fancy concert because of the crowd! but i got a free tics from my mum! so why not right?? after all it's freee xp

it was held at AMPITHEATRE @ SUNWAY LAGOON! yday night was their first show! and it's was just FANTASTIC! my bro underestimated the concert as he thought no one would actually showed up=( but hell yea!! in your face bro!!!!

the production have a combination of songs like Moulin Rouge!, Mamma Mia!, Dreamgirls, Fame, Saturday Night Fever, Grease, Footloose, Wicked, We Will Rock You, West Side Story, Hairspray! and Glee!!

let the pictures do the talking aite?? xD

he shy shy=(

the queue was so long that we didnt bother lining up as it's still early xp

day view!

night view!

my bro and i!

our sits were at the yellow zone!

the stage baybeh!!!

glee!

jai ho!

saturday night fever!

grease!

mamma mia!

dream girls!

umbrella and singing in the rain - glee

overall! my bro and i were just having a blast! and you guys out there should definitely witness the magical musicals!! it's until 17th july 2011!!

till then,
cheers!!

jolly good frens!

2011-05-30T04:04:00.000-07:00

new semester has just begun.
we are once again reunited.
laughters filled the hall.
believe it or not, we've been frens for a year now.
oh my, look at the time pass.
your presences have left a mark in my life.
I want to say thank you for the impression you made
that will stay with me for eternity.
I enjoyed the walk,
I enjoyed the talk.
I am blessed for every moment with you.
you've been with me through thick and thin.
YOU, somehow make me truly understand what FRIENDSHIP means.

the purple gurl has been my close buddy for like 3 years now=)

*will bitchslap you for showing how grateful i am! *wink wink*

when north meets south xD

2011-05-24T00:50:00.000-07:00

19th of may.

bao, vern and i met up at BUBBA GUMP SHRIMP.

put this sign, and the waiter will come to you! awesome eh? so no more whistling, raising up your hand or making that weird 'hey amoi!' squeeky sound (hate that much).

put this sign, and the waiter wont come to you!

i took this pic cause i saw HEINEKEN xD

me and II mio amore (am i right, bao? ) teehee~

bao bao and vern=)

yes! we give lesbian kisses whether we like it or not xp

she bullies me all the time=( jk la.. xp

GANAS!!~ but i suka xD

my vern vern =) awwww.. shoo adorable *pinch*

pear and berry salad. fresh greens with charboiled chicken, strawberries, pears, and glazed pecans and toss it together with raspberry vinaigrette and top it with feta cheese! this dish is the BEST salad ive ever tasted! fruits and vege combination is just FANTASTIC!!

cajun shrimp. sauteed in hot and spicy cajun butter sauce, served with garlic bread. this dish iz mouth-wathering!

all-american hamburger + cheese!!

so after the eating and chit chatting, dessert time at LOTS!

eating matcha green tea ice cream only cost RM 3! and it does really taste like green tea. i mean it's diff from the other green tea ice cream that ive tasted. yes! including haagen dazs and sakae sushi!

my bf alwayz ask me. 'WHY GIRLS ALWAYS LIKE TO CAMWHORE INSIDE THE TOILET AH?' well, im not sure, maybe because there's mirror in it and we get to be vain! xp.

anddd... she has to ruin my pic=(

vern got jealous, asking me 'why am i not in it? xp' sowie sweetheart=( muacks!

to those who are STARBUCKS lovers and iz planning to go to kampar to study, im advising you right now! NEVER EVER GO TO KAMPAR AND STUDY! know why? you'll mizz it xp like how bao misses it!

unfortunately, vern has to leave early for her classes so only left me and bao. we shopped at forever 21 and i bought 2 skirts.. wee~~

bao bao will be going back this week. so imma miss her much =(
bao!!!! remember what you've promised me at june ar!!! heee~~ muacks muacks

sorry WASPS.. but you're in my territory=(

2011-05-19T08:17:00.000-07:00

i was awake when i saw one mother wasps was buzzing around me (lucky i had a mosquito net, i might get stung by it). it was sorta my alarm clock for that particular morning. it was actually building a nest for it's eggs but i was so tired that i fell back asleep. and few moments later, the nest was completed! @.@

i could have remove the nest by then, but i didnt cause i was really curious how baby wasps looks like. so i waited for days. and so the eggs sorta turned into larvas. how i know? well, cause the nest is filled up with green thingy. so i took my flat philips screwdriver and scrape the nest out! (really sorry but wasps are dangerous, you know) T.T

as you know, ive been curious bout it as i haven seen larvas in close range before. and walaaaa... *snap snap*

there are 5 in total. 4 FAT ones and 1 tiny winy one. one is black, idk why=(

the nest is a BIG as my thumb @.@

so that's the nest hole which i could see the larva inside.

*well, it bothers me how much cendol and these larvas look alike... hmm.. psstt.. check your cendol before you consume them.. nah.. just jk xD

songs during the 80s and 90s.

2011-05-15T11:38:00.000-07:00

BABY BABY by AMY GRANT

Baby, baby, I'm taken with the notion
To love you with the sweetest of devotion
Baby, baby, my tender love will flow from
The bluest sky to the deepest ocean
Stop for a minute
Baby, I'm so glad you're mine, yeah
You're mine

Baby, baby, the stars are shinin' for you
And just like me, I'm sure that they adore you
Baby, baby, go walkin' through the forest
The birds above a-singin' you a chorus
Stop for a minute
Baby, they're so glad you're mine, oh yeah

And ever since the day
You put my heart in motion
Baby, I realize that there's
Just no getting over you

Baby, baby, in any kind of weather
I'm here for you always and forever
Baby, baby, no muscle man could sever
My love for you is true and it will never
Stop for a minute
Baby, I'm so glad you're mine

And ever since the day
You put my heart in motion
Baby, I realize
There's no getting over you

And ever since the day
You put my heart in motion
Baby, I realize that there's
Just no getting over you
Over you

Baby, baby, always and forever
Baby, I'm so glad
Here for you, baby
I'm so glad you're mine
Baby, I'm so glad

When I think about you, it makes me smile
Baby, baby, be mine
Baby, I'm so glad
Don't stop giving love
Don't stop, no
Baby, I'm so glad that you're mine
Baby, I'm so glad

*this song is actually meant for her daughters=)

I'LL BE LOVING FOREVER by NEW KIDS ON THE BLOCK

don know why i cant embed the code. but oh well.. i shall put the link here then=)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e2LrZcMXfTA&feature=related

Yeah
I'm not that kind of guy who can take a broken heart
So dont ever leave
I don't want to see us part
the very thought of losing you means
that everything would go down under

i'll be loving you forever
just as long as you want me to be
i'll be loving you forever
all this love's for you and me

i'll be loving you
i'll be
i'll be loving you
loving you
and the things you do
yaaa it's forever
i'll be loving you
i'll be
i'll be loving you
loving you
yaaa

i count the blessings that keep our love new
there's one for me and a million for you
there's just so much that i wanna say
that when i look at you all my thoughts get in the way

i'll be loving you forever
just as long as you want me to be
i'll be loving you forever
all this love's for you and me
yaaaaa

i'll be loving you
i'll be
i'll be loving you
loving you
the things you do
yaaa it's forever
i'll be loving you
i'll be
i'll be loving you
loving you
yaaa

We've come to far
to ever turn back now
this love will last forever
i can see it all now

i'll be loving you
i'll be
i'll be loving you
loving you
the things you do
yaaa it's forever
i'll be loving you
i'll be
i'll be loving you
loving only you girl
oh girl

i'll be loving only you

RUSH RUSH by PAULA ABDUL

You're the whisper of a
Summer breeze
You're the kiss that puts my
Soul at ease
What I'm saying is I'm
In to you
Here's my story and the
Story goes
You give love, you get love
And more than
Heaven knows
You're gonna see
I'm gonna run, I'm gonna try
I'm gonna take this love
Right to ya
All my heart, all the joy
Oh baby, baby please

Chorus:
Rush, rush
Hurry, hurry lover
Come to me
Rush, rush
I wanna see, I wanna see ya
Get free with me
Rush, rush
I can feel it, I can feel you
All through me
Rush, rush
Ooh what you do to me

And all I want from you is
What you are
And even if you're right
Next to me
You're still too far away
If I'm not inside your arms
I get dramatic baby,
Yes I know
But I need you, I want you
Ooh man, I love you so
Ooh, ooh
You're gonna see
I'm gonna run, I'm gonna try
I'm gonna take this love
Right to ya
All my heart, all the joy
Ooh baby, baby please

Chorus

When you kiss me
Up and down
Turn my senses all around
Oh baby, oh baby
I don't know
Just how or why
But no one else
Has touched me
So deep, so deep
So deep inside
You're gonna see
I'm gonna run
I'm gonna try
I'm gonna take this love
Right to ya
All my heart, all the joy
Oh baby baby please

*keanu reeves is in it dohhhh.. waduppp..

BAOzz is lurve =)

2011-05-15T11:04:00.000-07:00

13th may.

my babe just came back from kampar! woohoo!
went to klcc and had dome with bao bao!
before that, we were in pavi to buy movie tics to watch SOMETHING BORROWED!

after buying the tics, i thought of taking her to chilles at klcc because she haven been there before. didnt know that there were so many pp lining up so we decided to head to DOME since that poor gurl didnt get to try that too=(

running outta time, we headed back to pavi right after we finished our meals because we got a movie to watch. teehee~
overall, the movie is great. i couldnt take my eyes of COLIN EGGLESFIELD! he's super hawt, he seriously looks like the younger version of tom cruise! ohmygawt!!! *gawking*

after the movie, we went to cotton on, and i bought 2 cardigans cause 2 iz for RM 75! why on earth does have to be 2 for RM 75=( gargh!!!

anyways. we had a great time spent together. gonna have another hang out soon with vern as well xD weeee~~

FUN iz duh only thing we had xD

2011-05-11T08:17:00.002-07:00

11th of may.

hang out with ma collmate, brian, pui mun, and li ying!

we went to WONDERMILK and ordered caramel and butterscotch wondermilk (basically it's milk) it tasted BELOW MY EXPECTATION=( (tasted like vanilla milk from dutchlady or something, gargh!!!)
well actually we went there is because we waited for this italian restaurant to open but they opened at 11.30am.. what la.... *bangs head on the table*

oits, wondermilk says DRINK MORE MILK ARRRRRRRRRR *hands on the hips*

brian aka mama=)

pui mun aka jie=)

me?

li ying=)

'nice donkey's ass?'

:o

EPIC!!!

11.30am we reached verry pasta(the name of the italian restaurant) and weeeee.... brunch time suckersssss..... ngek xD

restaurant still kinda empty.. we're their first customers of the day xD i think??

ice lemon tea...

carrot soup. the creme de la creme *slurps*

something something smoked chicken xD

choc ice cream? me no likey=(

well, all this comes in a set. and guess how much is it?? IT'S ONLY RM 15.50! nice and cheap!!! ngek xD jealous much??

so after eating.. we went to 1u to watch PRIEST!

DON WATCH THAT MOVIE!! IT SUCK SO BAD THAT I PERSONALLY WANNA KILL THE DIRECTOR OF THE SHOW.... nah.. just kidding... no.. seriously ==!

the priest is one hell of a stupid show!!! the vampires iz not duh scary at all and i hate the fact that they sudd appear right in front of you outta no where! the priests looked like assassin killers instead of a priest! ftw weii!! despite all the stupid facts, maggie q looked kinda cool killing vampires xp

so after the dreadful so called movie *stabs self*.. we camwhore againnnn and went to mark and spencer to get some biscuits for my mum=) i got myself caramel sweets... weeee... cheap cheap.. normally it's rm13 but now it's rm 10.. ngek xD lucky me!!~

i wish i can shop at mark and spencer all day dohhhh... lol...

the weeeee part.... STARBUCKS TIME!!!! muahahahahaahah xp

re.. me.. fa.. do.... get it??? *giggles*

sei soh po.... keep play with phone... *scratch scratch*

meow??!! @.@

drinking her iced caffe latte xD

sei lou yeh, kap lui???!!! hahahah...

so after hanging out with them.
at night, i makan with steph and kat. steamboat bitchesssss.... wootz

my hawt woman who fears papparazzi==!

my hawt woman!!! ahahah

i tell you, we gifted gossipers can chat non stop and if it's not because of my curfew, i think we can chat till the restaurants closes xp
AND I HAD FUN WITH YOU LADIES!!! weee.. muacks muacks!