hiya back!

hi peeps! 

ive just finished my semester.. it was stressful and tiresome!! i literally studied and did my assignments around the clock.. and no! im not exaggerating! that's just it!! ive been constantly working around the clock and finally i had my study break. the results were fruitful as well. the results are not out yet, but what i meant by fruitful is that i got to learn so much throughout my assignments and i find it fun because i have a bunch of group mates that are always there to ask for help and are willing to help. i am eternally grateful (alex, popiah, wilky, and evon) 

and yes!! there are my new bunch of friends that i hang out with, other than alex of course.. LOL!

left to right: wilky, evon, alex, me, popiah

these are the group of friends that i hang out with this semester and the best group that i had ever work with! 

i have so much fun hanging out with them.. even though it was just for studies, assignments and studies again... it was fun! and guess what??? popiah turned me into a nerd.. not that im proud of. but dafuq?? im so determined to do well... can you believe it??? 

some of you might not think so cause you think im a nerd already... but compared to her.. she wins! FLAT!! xD

so why are they the best group i have ever worked with? this is because..

1. alex and popiah are just so good in finding information while i suck on it..

2. wilky and evon constantly offer themselves to help when they finished their part (who does that??!!)

3. me? well.. checked their grammar, i suppose?? (not trying to be boastful here :S)

so you see.. we work so well together =)

am gonna miss them much this sem break.. :'( 

updates updates!! my mandarin has improved so muchhhhhh.. i can speak much fluently now. wheee.. all thanks to them again... love you guys loadssss.. muacks muacks

One more fucking love song I'll be sick!

Never ever give your all, in the end they'll take it for granted! So much in the name of love! So much for promises! So much for tenderness! Telling you love me forever! You can talk to my hand! Forgive me if I will never trust you again! Cause to you, words are taken lightly! You said sorry. So what? In the end, it's back to square one! How convenient! Love you just to get myself hurt! I rather not continue this stupid love! Stupid like Romeo and Juliet! I don mind! Stupid like you! I do mind! You destroyed the thing I believe in the most! LOVE! I thank you! I must say, You did a great job only and only on that! Give yourself an applause, boy!

updates!

hiya peeps,

been so busy lately.

thanks to assignments, midterms, assignments. exams, and assignments and exams again.. 

nice!! just nice=)

so yea.. update update!!

firstly,

got an iphone 4s.. 

it makes my social life so much more interesting.. lol

i get to whatsapp my friends all around the world.. take pics like no tomorrow.. so many apps that i can play with. haha.. wheee!!

here's the thing, 

i DESPISE siri.. reason being, she's stupid! fucking stupid! 

no! i don speak cina accent to siri.. i speak american english.. and yet.. she gave me/my friend this

tell me that you understand what im going through=(

talking to siri is suicidal!

it makes you wanna vomit blood.. 

for real!!! 

*pulls hair*

secondly, 

i took out my braces already. 

i can finally smile proudly with my teeth already.. 

normally i would just the constipated look and now.. haha.. 

braces-free xD

thirdly,

my cousin from england came back to msia to visit =) 

i think it was 10 yrs ++ since we last met.. 

she came back for around 2 weeks i think.. 

i didnt know exactly when cause when my dad informed me that my cousin and aunt were here. it was like 1 week later.. so yea.. should be 2 weeks. lol

well. within that week.. at least i get to talk to her.. haha.. 

i love her so much!! 

and i do get a lot of feedback from friends saying that she looks chinese.. lol.. 

i think she's proud of it.. looking asian.. i guess

i do look forward to visit her in england soon.. maybe tour in scotland??

wootz!! that would be sooo fun=) 

cheers peeps! 

walking on broken glass

you were the sweetest thing that ive ever knew
but i don care for sugar honey if i cant have you
since you've abandoned me
my whole life crashed
wont you pick the pieces up
cause it feels like im walking on broken glass

the sun's still shining in the big blue sky
but it dont mean nothing to me
let the rain come down
let the wind blow through me
im living in the empty room
with all the windows smashed
and ive got so little left to lose
that it feels like im walking on broken glass

and if you're trying to cut me down
you know that i might bleed
cause if you're trying to cut me down
i know that you'll succeed
and if you wanna hurt me
there's nothing left to fear
cause if you wanna hurt me
you're doing very well my dear

now everyone of us was made to suffer
everyone of us was made to weep
and now the pain has cut too deep
so take me from the wreckage
save me from the blast
lift me up and take me back
dont let me keep on walking on broken glass

roller coaster

it's a roller coaster ride.
it has ups and downs.
if only i can stay on top.
if only i can enjoy the view from the above.
if only he was there with me.
if only he was meant to be with me.
if only we can hang on to one another.
i'll learn to ride and survive.
it's not a long ride after all.

dreams fading away

used to think we'll walk down the aisle together.
now all seems to fade.

my 21st burfday ^^

14 of march

wow!!! a BIG 21!! lol... im old T.T
but as quoted by brian, im not growing old, im becoming more AWESOME... which is sooo true!!! xp
yp, chen ling, alex, pui mun, ah wong, hans. and sheryl went to redbox, the gardens to celebrate my burfday..

spot chen ling and you'll feel like killing her! rawr!!

LOL... that's the way i and pui mun sing our heart out!!! 

and that's how alex sings.. diva much! lol

seriously? his face reads ---> finish the song already.  i need to pee man.. LOL
jk.. not xp

poor chen ling had to play her psp cause she got no mic to sing.. sigh..

my best friend!! 

how lucky is it when you have to hawt dudes beside you?

with pui mun with her giordana jacket which she loves!

alex with his forever orange uniqlo jacket xp

forever two thumbs up with her =)

can you believe it? she's on form 2? LOL..

my baby *cough*

sheryl aka hans's gf!

who takes picha like this? dafuq?

the sisters! awwww

thank you alex and ah wong for this lee hom album..
less than three you guys xD

thank you so much for the photo album yp and chen ling!
really appreciate those hard work from both of you
muacks!

and of course. thank you to my dear parents who bought this gold necklace for me
no words can describe how grateful i am to you both=)
i love you, mum & dad =)

so after all the singing and the buffet and the craziness...
i headed back home to have dinner with my family.
my mum prepared the meal which consisted of duck and salad. it's very simple. just the way i like it to be =)

ahahah.. duck with cucumber + strawberries! yummy!

salad with my favourite butterhead! wootz ^^

and of course my burfday cake!

my 2 bros.. looks kinda scary right this photo?? LOL..
sorry.. i didnt take much picha cause i was so drained at the end of the day.
can you imagine if i had a big burfday party?
lol.. i'll shoot myself with a shotgun xp

so yea.. this is my celebration for ma burfday.. 

actually that's not it! 

there's another one which was intended to be my surprise burfday party.. 

im gonna post that soon.. 

soon enough..

ok. maybe few days later.

lol.. yp is gonna kill me for not posting that in blog!!

ahahahah!! i got a huge lecture from her because she said that she posted hers and i never do the same!

i love you! <--- hopefully this cures everything xD

ps. i got a really good burfday celebration from all ma friends.

thank you so much yp, chen ling, hans, sheryl, ah wong, pui mun, and alex!

thank you so much to those who posted wishes on my fb wall!

thank you so much to those who called me! --> katrin and zi kang.

thank you so much to those who broke my heart on my burfday eve.

of all fucking days, you chose that day.

you're the most fucked up person that ive ever met in my entire life!

jerk! 

and thank you to those who tried so hard to make me happy.. lol.. seriously.. you guys are the best.. and you know who you are=) i love you.

less than three you always! 

muacks