in misery=(

what's going on in my life now, kinda suck!
idk how to express myself.
as much as i want to but the only way for me to express myself is to cry!
gosh, idk how many days ive been crying already.
maybe it's the stress that i have.
maybe it's the amount of pressure that pp around me are giving me.
when i need someone by my side, they're just not there.
or when they're there, i just shut up and pretend that everything is fine!
if only i can keep myself busy and focus only on one thing.
lol! but that's not me=(
i really wish that this misery would end fast!

ps. pimples are popping!!! i haven had that in years!!! why now???
      dear stress, pls go away! kthxbai!