surprise surprise for the burfday boy!!

14 of jan.

ive been planning this for weeks, just to ensure that everything went perfectly well. and IT DID!!!~ planning a surprise burfday party aint easy at all. but ive tried my best.. and bii likes it!! hehe.

so here goes, the party took place at TGIF in mv. i chose that place because the workers in TGIF can actually helped us to celebrate it as well such as singing burfday song and break the ice, i guess???



above left to right: pui mun, yp, brian, max and jon.
below left to right: alex, me, bii, henrik, melissa, and florence.

i gotta admit.. he was kinda slow on what's going on. at first he thought that they were celebrating for our anniversary... rofl!!! he was actually wondering why are his friends so kind to celebrate for him.. ahahha.. slow fag!!!!



burfday cupcakes!!!






gave him a photo frame which is like a mini swing. damn nice..



a book that he long for it.. thanks to brian, alex, pui mun, hans and yp.

although this surprise burfday party is sorta 2 months in advance, but i don see him in march=( so gotta celebrate for him earlier. teehee=) this party is also a success and credits to henrik as he helped me to contact some of his high school frens.

HAPPY BURFDAY IN ADVANCE, BII!! AND HAPPY 9TH MONTH!! love you. muacks!!

moving forward

the end of a relationship can be really painful but why allow that monster to hold you back? if your relationship is officially grilled cheese, you might as well grill your ex along with it xp

THE BREAK UP PHASES!

phase 1: you spend hours, days or even months doing nothing but cry, (with that amount of tears, you can definitely open your own aquarium)

phase 2: missing him/her is an obsession while wishing that they'll come back to you is the mission (only one thing to be said here, MISSION IMPOSSIBLE!!)

phase 3: walking down memory lane will be a daily routine and eventually you'll begin feeling worthless. (THIS IS MADNESS!!!)

phase 4: you begin feeling mad at him for everything you've become and start planning your own revenge.

phase 5: this obsession has gone too far. you finally let go and decide to take a step in moving on.

phase 6: you grab a few girlies and walk into a club, scoring countless phone numbers, your purse eventually overflows. (gawks)

SO HOW DO YOU ACTUALLY GET BACK IN THE GAME AND GET EVEN!!!???

1. shopping!!! - 'whoever said that money doesnt buy happiness didnt know where to shop' - BLAIR WALDORF

2. sing! dance! clean! - blast the radio, dance with the mop and sing your heart out!

3. D.I.Y spa day - have your own facial, mani-pedi and hair treatment.

4. go for a run - exercise improves your mood and alleviates depression

5. spend time with gfs - baking. watching a movie. sleeping. having your gf's company helps even if you're both not doing anything productive :D

6. plan your life! - there's nothing better than to start over again. take a piece of paper and a pen. write down your goals, hopes, and dreams and go for it.

7. throw his stuff out! - keeping memories trigger never help. throw them away unless those are super expensive stuff (like perfume and shade etc etc), sell it at a garage sale.

*grab it from MYC! *wink wink*
~good stuff good stuff=)

hellos and goodbyes

lately, ive been hanging out with my friends who came back from overseas for either sem break or summer break or winter break.

first, i went out with caryn, her bf (lik ho), van, yee voon and my bf to mv. this outing is more like a farewell outing for vanessa as she is migrating to nz and most prob she wont come back to msia cause she is a lazy bum!!!! i and caryn must only kidnap her in order for her to come back to msia.. ngek ngek ^^ (van, you are warned)

other than that, i finally get to meet caryn's bf. and ohhhmyyygoodddd... they teased and argue alot... honestly, ive never seen couples like this before and i would say, this is my first. i was so surprised until i asked van 'eh, before i was here, were they like that?' and van said 'a lot more worst' yeekssss!!! ahahahaahha. we even joked by saying that we can actually watch a movie by just watching them argueing.. just buy popcorns and watch... the best part, IT'S FREEEE!!! ahahaahha...

so we just eat eat and drink.. rofl!! yee voon finally get to drink her starbucks after a year!!! hehe.. and thanks to bii we got 28% off for our drinks.. wootz wootz..






van, yee voon, caryn and me.






and im soooo sorry that i accidetally deleted caryn and lik ho's pic.. ohmygod.. how stupid of me=(
and. van!!! tc yea.. remember my advice when you have insomnia?? rofl!!! i love you. maucks muacks.. *sniff sniff*

the very next day, i went out with caryn, cheryl and yuee tong for dim sum as caryn wants to eat as much chinese cuisine before going back to u.k again. and this will probably be the last time i see caryn before she flies back to u.k for this hols. lol.. well, at least she'll come back every year. i suppose.. ahahah..





caryn, cheryl and me.



caryn, me, yuee tong.

will miss her much and i do wish her bf takes care of her well=) all the best to you both. and yesh!! i had fun with yuee tong and cheryl as well. miss those days when we lol during tuition with sir sean!!! ahahaha...

and the very very next day, rofl. i went out with audrey and esther to pavi. audrey came back from nz but she was too bz that she wasnt able to hang out with us. alas, she find time and we talked like there were no tomorrow. imagine.. me audrey and esther talked for almost 3 hours. just talking!! walao!!! geng!!! from her bf to studies to nz to my life to esther's life to church!!!! but since all of us have curfew so we had to end our talk early *sigh*

so we went to dragon-i to eat and lol.. camwhore!!!~



the chef actually stop pulling the mian and looked and smiled for the camera.. rofl!!!

















audrey, me and esther ^^





after dragon-i, i took both of them to snowflake since they haven tried it before and poor audrey said that there's no such thing in nz.. ahaha..





mesmerized by the flying UFO!!! ahahha.. cute cute audrey!!



the bestseller of snowflake.. they love it..


ohh.. and i met bao bao and pei nee while on the way to sg wang.. hehe.. miss them much my ex-classmates.. hanging out with you guys sooonnn ^^



esther, pei nee, me and bao bao=)

unfortunately, audrey is flying back to nz today=( but i'll be looking forward to end of this year again!! keep in touch audrey and i had fun with you both!!! love yea!! muacks muacks muacks..

on the rocks!!

on the rocks on the rocks on the rocks!!!
when is this gonna stop??
i cant take this any longer.
trying to battle my weakness and cover them.
keeping things inside me too much is tearing me apart.
oh god!! help me help me!!
i seriously don know who to turn to.
not able to show my vulnerability.
my pride my pride my pride!!
that's all i really care of.
this should stop.
im troubled.
i have insomnia.
this should stop.
something is bothering me.
help me help me help me.
but i know nothing could.
cause im facing with my greatest enemy.
which is me!!

LEVAIN, such a fine place to be in=)

3rd of jan.

on sunday, i make a fuss to yp that i wanted to go and eat breakfast with her. lol. so on monday she took me to LEVAIN which is at jln ampang since she knows that i like to eat good food ( i mean, who doesnt? right?? )













english breakfast!!



my strawberry tart!!~ *slurps*



croissant with turkey ham and idk what's the other one, but it's nice=)



don she look cute with her new hair cut?? ahahah...




overall, the food aint bad. but i think im paying more for the environment than the food itself. gargh...

here and back again!!!!!

hey hey to you readers!!! sorry that ive been slacking for quite some time cause i wasnt really in the mood to blog. these few days ive been suffering from effin insomnia and i couldnt sleep well at alll... and for the record, i slept for 2 hours today during a sem break!!!! ohmygod!!!! this is soooo not mee!!! and so ive decided to burn time by blogging.. rofl!!!

well, it's already 2011 and so farrr, it sucks!!! first of all, it's my insomnia that's giving me all this mood swings and depression. idk why, but everything seemed to not go according to my plan and if you say that god is testing me in a way. then hell, why so soooooonnnnnnnnnn???!! i was bout to relax and just chill at home without doing anything for once in my life!!!! gosh!!! usually during hols, i'll work my ass off to get a job and earn money in order for me to get new outfits (well, that's what girls do for a living, right???) but this time around, i wanna have my real hols.. where i can really enjoy since i almost forgotten how does it feels like to just have a holiday!!! hahaahaha..

ahhh.. let's cut the chase... so i went to ipoh on the 30th of dec with bii, yp, chen ling and emo king (jian). bii was our driver of the day (as usual), we left kl around 7 something and reach ipoh around 9 something. otw to ipoh, chen ling was complaining that she was hungry and i was trying to ignore her complains cause i was fungry myself.. urgh!!~



and so we ate dim sum for breakfast as that was our main purpose to ipoh.



so we ate here!!! this place is tooo grand for just a dim sum restaurant..



dim sum dim sum!!!!! whoah!!!! heaven!!!!



mango pudding. hmmm.. don really like it..



longan pudding + lin chee kang?? quite nice!!~

after eating, we chatted for awhile as we were talking bout 'you know arrrr, last time in our school?' topic.. and we were so into it!!! i miss those days badly where i used to lol all day and have fun with my schoolmates. sigh. and then jian were giving us some of his cold joke. thanks to him, my jokes are getting lame-merrrrrr!!~ FML man!!!

we went and visit yp's relatives as it's a sign of respect and afterall, they do know ipoh roads more than we do. so yp's uncle guide us and show us some of the best place to makan!!!

we went to some coffee shop and drank their famous cham (except me and chen ling)



me and him=)

and then we went to...





honestly, ive nvr tasted such soft hor fun and it's one of the best ive ever tasted so far.. it's a must try!!





yp and jian also bought something from ipoh... which are..





famous salted chicken from ipoh.

oo. btw.. i saw this charcoal shop which i never see in my entire life (i meant i've nvr seen a whole bunch of charcoal before). and so i got yp to take this pic for me.



on the very same day, after my ipoh trip. i went for my friends gathering. caryn just came back from u.k and vanessa is gonna migrate to nz already. gonna miss them much!!! so we went to shabu shabu at bandar puteri which was recommended by yee voon.



left to right: caryn, van, gesh, me, vern and yee voon.





left to right: me, caryn, vern, yee voon and vanessa.



some day, im gonna own a DSLR myself..





the outing was great, not to mention that i was so worried that my dad would scold me since i was late for my curfew but the food in shabu shabu was just okay. afterall, it's just steamboat. or maybe it is me that is full since i ate loads of food in ipoh.. hmmm..

so that's all for now.. chiaos!!~