happy leap year^^

no matter how life brings me down.
there's always a goldfish by my side to golden up my days. (true story)
for instance .....

im kinda down lately. thinking bout the past and wouldnt let it go.
it hurts so badly.
felt cheated. felt betrayed. felt stupid.
i feel like a complete idiot!
yes! there are good things in life.. many fond memories but it takes one to ruin all!
i deserve better. i know i do!
yet, letting go is difficult!
if only God would tell me that this isnt the one for me.
i'll let go immediately!
one door closes, the other one opens=)

hey you right there!!! long time no see... miss me?

LOL... hey yp long time no see.. sorry that ive spent so much time with aiden and not you.. well.. i really hope you understand my situation.. =)

apparently, this best friend of mine does understand me so well and she even took the effort to make me happy no matter what..
example, i was so upset that aiden left to melbs and she would call me and asked me how am i doing and would post stupidly farney status in fb just to make me laugh.. LOL..
i would say lady... IM IMPRESS!!! *hugs*

as like any other normal day, i would find time to hang out with her and just do the thing we love!
we went to KLCC today just to have lunch.
we had it at O'brien sandwich and gong cha and tong pak fu and gelato!! ohmygod!!!
guilt guilt guilt!!~ T.T
you have no idea how many times did we go around KLCC at lower ground just to decide where to go and where to eat.. we were somehow playing merry-go-round in a shopping mall..
NICE!!~

mrs.wai sek xp

oh btw.. at O'brien. we sat beside some couple and we heard them talking bout --> 'i don think gov should let  non-chinese study in mandarin school. know why? cause they'll not speak good english next time.'

yp and i gave the WHARTTTTT look and the awkward moment were just there.. oh gosh..

i stared at yp, yp stared at me, the couple stared at each other without saying a word..

and of course, they do realized that we were CHINESE and then the girl said 'but then it's good to learn chinese also, they're future will be bright too.' 

*awkward moment again*

'soooo.. how's your sandwich?' i asked yp to break the silence.

LOL.. so awkward!!!! if only i could knock their head with my ESPRIT passion fruit drink.. *smirk*

anyways.. i went to yp's house to just chill and play with APPLE <-- the name of her dog.. inspired by STEVE JOBS! 

and life is good!! back to the 'forever alone' phase.. trying to get use to it again=)

thank you so much for everything=)

well, he's on his way to melbs now.. 

cried in his room, cried in the airport, cried in the car, cried at home.. even crying now while typing

i miss him soooo much already...

i just wanna take the opportunity to say thank you baby!!! thank you so much for spending time with me..

i am eternally grateful, darling=)

will keep in touch with you on the other side of the world.

we shall keep our promises and we'll see each other again soon , i hope=)

i love you ... muacks!!! <3

hi!

hey peeps.. 

it's been awhile since i last blogged=)

yesh yesh... i am really busy with assignments, exams and of course with my melbourne boy...

after honeymoon-ing with him for almost 3 months, unfortunately it's time for him to return to melbourne again.. 

it's gonna be his 3rd year! I really wish him all the best in his studies, so that he'll get good grades which would most likely lead him to a good job which pays high and then *giggles* SHOPPING FOR ME!!! wheeeee!!~

well.. im gonna miss him sooo much! will have to wait for him around 10 - 11 months.. and counting down will take place tomorrow =)

i swear im gonna cry tomorrow.. my nickname is now cry baby.. i cried myself to sleep almost every night knowing that the time for him to return to melbs is just around the corner.. and the day has come! surely i couldnt sleep well tonight, that's why im blogging here.. hoping that i can pour out all my sadness and sleep..

gosh... I NEED TO WAKE UP EARLY TOMORROW!! going to his house for dim sum and then leaving to  the airport. *sigh*

you know there's this one time that him and i were drinking at STARBUCKS and we talked bout him leaving to melbs will do me good in a way, esp for my studies. yea. i know it's somehow a good thing that he'll be a way in melbs cause he's somehow a distraction to me.. LOL... call me tacky.. i don care! xp 

so back to the story, well... i cried.. silently of course.. and soon he realized and he said 'oh noessss, baby pls don cry. *hands me tissues*. of course i took the tissue from him and wipe away my tears.. DRAMA QUEEN GILER.. LOL!!! and we did make a PROMISE that both of us will study hard when we're apart.

the PROMISE ^^

i still couldnt accept the fact that he's leaving so soon and with him i seriously feel contented! sometimes, without him beside me, i feel lost in a way. don know what to do. luckily i still have my BEST FRIEND with me.. thank god for that.. and my uni friends.. ahhh.. what can i say.. im blessed.. that's for sure=)

Yes yes!! we both gained weight during our honeymoon xp

<3