Saturday, April 24, 2010

forgiveness? maybe... respect? maybe.. disappointed? ABSOLUTELY==

one of those days, i and fren actually went for lunch for some random occasion. lunch were good but the topics we talked about were a lil emo cause it's bout love one. i und her situation a lot cause i've known her long enough to und what is she going through and why she act in a certain way.

when someone really disappoint you completely. you tend to give up hope and trust on them. but what about forgiveness? no matter what happens, they are still part of your family and you must respect them. but there are just so many things that happened to her that she just couldnt take it anymore. and more, financial issues. when their financial prob is tight already and one of her family members just couldnt be trusted when it comes to handling money, she has no choice but to check on every single steps on what they are doing with the money.

backfire!!~ her family members thought that she was handling the money too tight because she wanted to give some of her money to her bf. but the thing is.. it's not that. she just don trust them at all. so they complaint to her mum who is in overseas to earn money for the family, what her plan was. she was so freaking angry that they could even say such thing to her mum bout it.. saying how bad her bf was, didnt respect her family members, didnt come to her house to see her dad and ask permisson whether can her bf take her out or not and many other craps.

after all these things that is happening to her right now. she just couldnt trust them anymore, she's just 19 and is living a life like a mum. she has to worry so many stuff that this really stress her up. and her family members are not making things any much better. so why the hell can she forgive them and even give them the respect that they don even earn it. darn them.

cause of them.. my fren is in lots of suffering, pain and stress,, because of you pp, my fren is always worry bout something, because of you, my fren couldnt lead a normal life. because of you pp, she earns her own money in order to enjoy life, because of you pp, her mum has to go somewhere far to work, because of you pp, she don give you the respect. and forgive you guys.. that takes time.. so suckers.. change your bloody attitude!!!!~ until you deserve forgiveness.. arshole.. hmph=(

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