walking on broken glass

you were the sweetest thing that ive ever knew
but i don care for sugar honey if i cant have you
since you've abandoned me
my whole life crashed
wont you pick the pieces up
cause it feels like im walking on broken glass

the sun's still shining in the big blue sky
but it dont mean nothing to me
let the rain come down
let the wind blow through me
im living in the empty room
with all the windows smashed
and ive got so little left to lose
that it feels like im walking on broken glass

and if you're trying to cut me down
you know that i might bleed
cause if you're trying to cut me down
i know that you'll succeed
and if you wanna hurt me
there's nothing left to fear
cause if you wanna hurt me
you're doing very well my dear

now everyone of us was made to suffer
everyone of us was made to weep
and now the pain has cut too deep
so take me from the wreckage
save me from the blast
lift me up and take me back
dont let me keep on walking on broken glass

roller coaster

it's a roller coaster ride.
it has ups and downs.
if only i can stay on top.
if only i can enjoy the view from the above.
if only he was there with me.
if only he was meant to be with me.
if only we can hang on to one another.
i'll learn to ride and survive.
it's not a long ride after all.

dreams fading away

used to think we'll walk down the aisle together.
now all seems to fade.

my 21st burfday ^^

14 of march

wow!!! a BIG 21!! lol... im old T.T
but as quoted by brian, im not growing old, im becoming more AWESOME... which is sooo true!!! xp
yp, chen ling, alex, pui mun, ah wong, hans. and sheryl went to redbox, the gardens to celebrate my burfday..

spot chen ling and you'll feel like killing her! rawr!!

LOL... that's the way i and pui mun sing our heart out!!! 

and that's how alex sings.. diva much! lol

seriously? his face reads ---> finish the song already.  i need to pee man.. LOL
jk.. not xp

poor chen ling had to play her psp cause she got no mic to sing.. sigh..

my best friend!! 

how lucky is it when you have to hawt dudes beside you?

with pui mun with her giordana jacket which she loves!

alex with his forever orange uniqlo jacket xp

forever two thumbs up with her =)

can you believe it? she's on form 2? LOL..

my baby *cough*

sheryl aka hans's gf!

who takes picha like this? dafuq?

the sisters! awwww

thank you alex and ah wong for this lee hom album..
less than three you guys xD

thank you so much for the photo album yp and chen ling!
really appreciate those hard work from both of you
muacks!

and of course. thank you to my dear parents who bought this gold necklace for me
no words can describe how grateful i am to you both=)
i love you, mum & dad =)

so after all the singing and the buffet and the craziness...
i headed back home to have dinner with my family.
my mum prepared the meal which consisted of duck and salad. it's very simple. just the way i like it to be =)

ahahah.. duck with cucumber + strawberries! yummy!

salad with my favourite butterhead! wootz ^^

and of course my burfday cake!

my 2 bros.. looks kinda scary right this photo?? LOL..
sorry.. i didnt take much picha cause i was so drained at the end of the day.
can you imagine if i had a big burfday party?
lol.. i'll shoot myself with a shotgun xp

so yea.. this is my celebration for ma burfday.. 

actually that's not it! 

there's another one which was intended to be my surprise burfday party.. 

im gonna post that soon.. 

soon enough..

ok. maybe few days later.

lol.. yp is gonna kill me for not posting that in blog!!

ahahahah!! i got a huge lecture from her because she said that she posted hers and i never do the same!

i love you! <--- hopefully this cures everything xD

ps. i got a really good burfday celebration from all ma friends.

thank you so much yp, chen ling, hans, sheryl, ah wong, pui mun, and alex!

thank you so much to those who posted wishes on my fb wall!

thank you so much to those who called me! --> katrin and zi kang.

thank you so much to those who broke my heart on my burfday eve.

of all fucking days, you chose that day.

you're the most fucked up person that ive ever met in my entire life!

jerk! 

and thank you to those who tried so hard to make me happy.. lol.. seriously.. you guys are the best.. and you know who you are=) i love you.

less than three you always! 

muacks

question mark?

we're in deep shit.. OR maybe.. im in deep shit.

going through such a rough patch right now.

yet i still don know what i want.

i know for a long term it's the best for us to just

we are just so different.

we both want different things.

i will never understand you and you'll never understand mine.

but for now, i can never let you go.

if you're gonna call me, even if you want me back. even if you don. 

im not sure that's what i wanna hear. 

so confused! 

if you really ask me what i want, im sorry, but i wont be able to give you an answer.

ps. dafuq? i don even understand myself! but all i know now is im trying to move on. WITH MY FRIENDS, I KNOW I CAN! =)

HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY, DARLING!!!

it's my 1st time celebrating his burfday in long distance! 

all i need is just a little help from my friend, katrin to do some work. 

thank you katrin for helping me out! 

she helped me to buy the blackforest cake and i skype with aiden to sing him a burfday song.

well, we both sang! LOL! 

i hope you love your celebration, baby! xD

i forgot how good looking can he be xp

i love you, darling! 

ALWAYS less-than-three you!

can you keep up?

Relationships fall and whither because eventually someone stops trying and it doesn't feel the same. 
The first couple of months or even years it may be the best thing you ever wished for, 
but eventually someone loses feelings, gets to busy, or doesn't even bother to try. 
You know why? 
Because they're comfortable. 
The beginning is all about the chase. 
Can you keep up? 
If you can then you'll get the hang of it and then you won’t want to try anymore. 
You aren't afraid to lose them because they're yours. 
Arguing leads to fighting and it just gets worse from there. 
It all flashes by so fast.
So, cherish what you have.