there he goes again=(

24th of feb.

he turned back and looked for a couple of times.
'don turn back anymore, just go.' i whispered.
i don wanna cry here, bii.
i will hold on to my tears as far as i could.
so pls don turn back anymore,
cause im gonna run towards you and never let you go.
wouldnt like pp asking me whether am i ok or not?
cause the answer will definitely no!
9 months to countdown!
you might say it's going to be nov with a blink of an eye.
but not for me.
i would really want you to stay.
stay here with me by my side.
missing your hugs, kisses, laughters, and most of all, YOU!
you might say we can sms, call and skype.
but nothing can be compared when im with you, physically.
so i'll wait till november.
and i'll always love you!































*i wanna thank you, hans and brian for being able to accompany me=) love you lots xD

buckets of tears T.T

i know it's not that im not gonna see you again or something.
it's just that i hate saying goodbyes.
9 more months to countdown again after you left.
sigh.
am gonna miss you so much.
miss hugging you the most.
wonder if you feel the same. hmmm..

*bii's flying off to melbourne tomorrow=( hopefully im strong enough to hold back those tears till i sit in the car. hate crying in the public. gargh=(

the unexpected surprise @.@

18th of feb.

after i finished my 'never-ending dating session' with my management. i had quiz. and screw it!!! my friends told me that it was an hour whereas the quiz was actually for 30 min.. ohmygodwtfarkbbq!!!!!!!!!! luckily i got to finish it on time. if not.. jia lat liao!!! T.T

so after the quiz, i went to bii's house cause we had a date together and never knew that there was hidden agenda to it.. ngek ngek xD

as i walked into his room, i was talking to him (which i had totally forgot what was it bout and i think it must be me complaining bout something. ROFL), i saw the cake and just stoned there and smiled from cheek to cheek.

'HAPPY BURFDAY DARLING!' he said.

i didnt know how to respond but to just give him a kiss=) and all that i could remember was me saying 'ohmygod ohmygod ohmygod ohmygod!!'

ok. some of you may ask, why exactly did he celebrate my burfday in feb when my actual burfday is in march. well... the reason is because he is going back to melbourne next week and he wants to celebrate my burfday when he's still here. so yea. this is also the exact reason for me to celebrate his as well.



blackforest cake =)





flowers which he never fails to give me on special occasions=)





turning 20 so soon????



after that, we gotta changed our outfit as bii has booked a place at TENJI restaurant which is located at MONT KIARA!





he chose this place is because i haven't been to a japanese buffet before. after enjoying a large varieties of mouth-watering food, my perception towards japanese food is not that bad afterall xD the service in tenji is good, afterall, we paid a great amount of service charge. fml==!

advice from bii. 'DON EAT SO MUCH OF THE MAIN COURSE, EAT MORE OF THE DESSERTS AND IT CAN ALREADY COVER UP THE COST.' lol!!! know why?? cause the dessert consist of cheese cakes, choc fondue, haagen daaz and baskin robins ice creams *slurps*

























white choc cheese cake!



bii's fav dessert!



baskin robins ice cream =p



my fav dish=)

we spent our time eating from 6.30 to 9.30. from appetizer to dessert. i felt like i was 3 months pregnant==!

so after eating, we camwhore!!~





















i really had fun today and all thanks to bii for planning all this=) muacks maucks!!~
and yesh, i don mind getting old, as long as we get old together. rofl!!

wrapped popiah for valentine xD

okok.. the title was an inside joke for me and him.. rofl!!! don ask why... i know it's kinda weird to have it as a title for some blog.. but.. ahahha.. just the title alone could remind me of the incident T.T FML!!!!

so it's valentine's day today!!! so i and him went for a movie at GSC SIGNATURE.



we watched NO STRING ATTACHED which was acted by ashton kutcher and natalie portman. well, the story is kinda simple. fulfil sex needs but no string attached!! rofl!!! somehow, the character of natalie portman did show some resemblance of me. hmmm.. wonder if it's a good thing or not.. and NO.. it's not the resemblance of me, needing sex!!!! ROFL!!!

so after movie, we have no idea on what to eat. sooo, bii went to his fav place which is...



THE DIRECTORY BOARD!!!~ that's like his google map for him in shopping malls ==!

so we decided to go to chilli's and guess what?? there were loads of pp lining up for it and we decided to go to DELICIOUS instead, since i haven tried it before.

so we ordered...



left: frosty lychee and lime. (when you don have the appetite to eat, drink this!!
cause it's sour and also refreshing xD it might also taste a lil soapy cause
of the lime and mint.)

right: watermelon and lychee blast. (normal stuff, watermelon with lychee. if you
wanna play safe, drink this!!)



grilled chicken burger with turkey bacon, ranch dressing and french fries.
DARN GOOD FOOD!!~



classic beef lasagne. it's so much better than secret recipe's xD

somehow, i love their salad cause they make one hell of a good salad.. mmhmmmm *slurps*



you'll never get to see a table more than 2 people. lol=)



ROFLMAO!!!!!






so after all the eating and getting fat, we decided to get even fatter.. lol..



and DAMN RIGHT haagen daaz is a journey of indulgence xD













@.@ caught red-handed licking off the ice cream from the bowl XP





although our planning were kinda out, but i seriously enjoyed myself and so did he!! ohh ohh, bii said im gonna have 2 days to celebrate valentines. hmmm.. another surprise for me eh??? ngek ngek.. cant wait for it.

and congratulate me pp, i was actually early for my curfew!!! woohoo...

STAY TUNE FOLKS!!~ next blog is coming up sooooonnnnnnn.. i think ;)